Nosy Little Fucker Aren't You

DON'T WANT TO CONTINUE THIS JOURNEY

School

I have officially started school.

Again.

Well, technically, I started two weeks ago, but I literally don't want to do this anymore.

I thought I could make it, since I should be used to this shit by now. Nope.

Nu uh.

Not a chance in hell.

I miss the beautiful, boring summer. Me sleeping for 15 hours and shit.

This getting up early shit is going to make me rip my hair out. The homework load is light, for the most part, it's just the school in general.

School in general.

Hate that shit.

But I wanna be successful.

I hate this shit. Why is it so hard to be a smart, sophisticated, successful person these days? Why am I such a lazy piece of shit? Why didn't I do my Chemistry homework?

I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE ☻.

I'm literally stressing over this shit ALREADY, I need help.

Someone, somewhere, help my poor, dark, dead soul.

Please.

Currently rereading The Fault In Our Stars. I'm emotional because I know what's coming. I'm upset. I don't know why though. I don't Eben know what the fuck I was talking about. Too lazy to reread this chapter ☺.

PMS? I fucking hope not...

Anybody else have a terrific fucking Monday? Or is it just me?

Just me?

Cool.

Whatever...

I need to do this homework.

Honestly though, I've contemplated dropping out. Like, are my dreams and goals really important? Are they really? Because, in the morning, I would definitely trade my career for 5 more minutes. Not when I think rationally though, only when in half dead in the morning.

But, honestly, who hasn't had that moment of utter lack of motivation and thought about saying 'shit, fuck it.'

If you say 'I haven't' or some shit. YOU ARE A FUCKING LIAR.

I gotta get this homework done though, for real this time.