I'm Cute Too!! (Jun X The8)

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Third Person's POV

Minghao was soaking wet, laying down on the bath tub filled with water and blood mixed together. He hissed as he felt pain coming from his wrists, water going in through the deep cuts. His hair, all damp and wet, his face looked restless...he stared directly at nothing. The bathroom floors and walls were covered with tiny drops of blood.....Minghao couldnt feel more happier that he has done this. He mentally liked the feeling of the blade running across his smooth, clean wrists. "But its worthless...just like me" Minghao let out a weak little giggle. He glanced at his wrists, full of deep cuts and blood running down. He watched the little trail of blood, running down his wrists, over his hand and on the tip of his finger, making a droplet of blood splash into the water. Oh, how Minghao felt satisfied but just seeing that. "There is no such thing as true happiness" Minghao muttered and giggled once again while tears rolled down his face. His wet hair, sticking towards his forehead and nearly covering his watery eyes.

"Why do i feel so...happy about this?" He asked himself and tried to find an answer. "This isnt like me..." He finally started to go back to his senses. "I shouldnt be doing this...but its too late." He told himself. A feeling of guilt run up to him as he stared at his wrists "i should do something about it. I dont want the others to know.." He said and gripped the sides of the bathtub, forcing himself to get up. He finally stood up but quickly gribbed the wall, trying to maintain his balance. His wet clothes sticking to his skin, His legs felt so weak and wobbly as if they were jelly..his body felt like it was about to collapse, his head felt heavy and he felt drowsy all of a sudden. "I-I must get to my room..."he told himself, trying to collect all the energy he has got but unlucky for him, he has got none. "I cant give up now... I must find a way to...t-to.." And with that, his vision went black and his body collapsed...

*the next day*

Hoshi was trying his best to control himself, he jumped up and down continously as he banged on the bathroom door "HURRY UP IN THERE!" He whined "geez Hosh, cant you wait a little longer?" Woozi asked and chuckled. "But its so urgent...i need to use it badly" he gritted his teeth and twisted his legs, bending over. This made the other members laugh "who is in there anyway?" Mingyu asked with a chuckle "Its probably Minghao..." Dokyeom asked. Junhui and S.coup's face paled "Dokyeom...how long has he been inside?" S.coups' asked "i dont know..he wasnt in his room this morning when i tried to wake him up. I had to use the one in your room.." Dokyeom said with a nervous chuckle as he felt Jeonghan glaring at him.

Hoshi quickly ran over to the bathroom in S.coups' room, doing his buisness.."You mean to tell me that he hasnt even come out?" Junhui asked and Dokyeom shrugged "I havent heard a word from Minghao this day.." He said. Junhui went up to the bathroom, he knocked on the door "Minghao!" He called out but he heard nothing in reply. Junhui called out Minghao's name several times but he didnt get an answer. He kicked opened the door and what shocked him was the sight in front of him...Minghao laying down, lifeless on the bathtub, his wrists full of blood and cuts and tiny drops of blood here and there. "Minghao?!" Junhui ran up to him and took him in his arms "Minghao! Say something!" He yelled out and shook him violently, attempting to wake the younger boy up. "What the hell is happening here?!" S.coups said and stared at the two boys "Seungcheol, please do something!" Junhui begged as tears formed in the corner of his eyes. "Jesus Mary and Joseph.." Joshua mumbled as he stared the lifeess boy in Junhui's arms. "Go get some help!" S.coups said and they all went to get help. "Minghao..Minghao please...talk to me.." Junhui sobbed in Minghao's chest as he pulled him closer.

A/N- a little bit too much?...