I'm Cute Too!! (Jun X The8)

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*at night*

All of the Seventeen members were at the dorm, watching a movie. Minghao rested his head on S.coup's shoulder as S.coups' had his arm around Minghao. "You feeling okay?" S.coups whispered and Minghao nodded, flashing a weak smile at the leader. Meanwhile Jun was sitting alone on the couch, his knees pulled up close to his chest and his pale hands covered his face. "What have i done?.." He questioned himself as he fell into some really deep and dark thoughts.  The palm of his hands were getting all sweaty and his heart was clenching together tightly (if possible..) Nobody noticed him, quietly weeping at the back.  But why was he the one crying if he was the one who hurt Minghao at the first place?

"I need some time alone.." He mumbled as he stood up and went towards his room. He closed the door behind him and sat down on his bed. He let out a sigh and glanced over at the blue stuffed animal...Mr.BlueEarMuffs. He smiled softly and grabbed the stuffed animal. He stared at it for a long time, admiring the bright blue color it had. "I guess you're the only one I have left..." He whispered, his eyes getting watery. "Atleast i know you wont be mad at a jerk like me.." He gave out a small chuckle and wiped his tears "who am i kidding? You're just a stuffed animal...but you remind me so much about Minghao that it breaks my hurt so much." Tears rolled down his fave and he sobbed "i never meant to hurt you....i wasnt thinking properly.." He hugged the bear, tightly, thinking that it was Minghao who he had in his arms.

"But you wont believe...no one does.." He mumbled and sobbed. "I messed up....I messed up a lot.." He started to blame himself "if only I knew what i was doing....Minghao and I could've still been together...." He whispered and hugged the bear tighter. After a few minutes, Junhui stopped crying and wiped his tears "ive hurt Minghao alot....now its time to pay for what i did.."

*the next day*

The members were eating breakfast and talking about the movie last night. Minghao quietly ate his breakfast, listening to his hyungs talking and laughing with eachother. He giggled as his hyungs contniously started making jokes. "Guys, we have practice later. So Minghao and Dino come with me to the practice room" Hoshi said and theyboth nodded... The two of them finished their breakfast and took a shower before going with Hoshi.

The three of them had been practicing for hours and none of them noticed that the fourth member wasnt there. "Why should i care about Junhui?" Minghao mumbled and huffed, crossing his arms as Hoshi and Dino talked about the older male. "Ill try to call him.." Hoshi stood up and grabbe dhis phone out of his pocket, leaving the practice room. The two boys sat there silently, not wanting to look at eachother. Dino cleared his throat "hyung.." He quietly muttered out and Minghao looked athim "hmm?"

"I-Im really sorry about..Junhui..i know i shouldnt have done that but-"

"Shh, Dino lets not talk about that. It already happened. Just let it go." Minghao quickly cut off Dino "besides...thats what happens, right? Its all cool, Dino. Dont worry about it. Im not mad at you" Minghao gave a light pat on Dino's shoulder, smiling. He didnt want to argue with someone who was younger than him. "But it still hurts me till this day.." Minghao mumbled quietly, but smiled as he did.