I'm Cute Too!! (Jun X The8)

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Minghao gulped as he took the letter. He stared back up at Joshua "Id suggest to read it alone..." Joshua gave a small pat on the boy's shoulder. Minghao nodded and went inside his room. He closed the door behind him and sat down on his bed, staring at the letter. 'I dont know if I should read it...' He thought to himself.

"What if its something important?" He asked himself and finally decided to read it. He sighed as he ripped open the envelop and unfolded the letter.

'Dear Minghao,

You're probably wondering where I am..well after giving you all those hard times..I decided to move to China. I know this isnt what you expected me to do.but its for the best. I caused trouble...I fucked up our relationship...and worst of all, I lied to you...I used you..After all the things that I did, I just want one single apology from you before I go.
    I know you feel sad about the terrible news..but trust me, Minghao...It hurts me more than it hurts you. All those hard times I gave you...I just wanna say.
I'm really sorry. Im so sorry for all that trouble I caused, Im sorry if I used you, Im sorry if I lied to you. Im sorry for all the miserable things I did to you. Its ok, I will try to understand if you dont forgive me. I know you expect more than a 'sorry' but thats all I can do..
    If i can do more than that, it would be best to move to China. So you dont have to worry about me again. You dont have to feel sad around me again. Its best if we stay apart from eachother...because I know..the longer we stay together, the sadness never stops..
   Im really sorry if this breaks your heart, Minghao...now its my turn to cry...I've made you cry alot..now its my turn. I wont get to see you again...I wont get another chance to call you 'my baobei'..you deserve someone better than a douche bag like me....you'll probably have another guy beside you, who is there to cuddle up with you,who is the comfort you whenever you are feeling down.
   And, maybe in the future,  if I see you together with that special lucky guy...I'll smile for you...I'll smile because I know you found true happiness with another person.
     I know Im a jerk for not telling you this....but I realized that before I leave...I wont stand my precious Baobei crying. Ive seen you cry a lot...believe me, Minghao...if you could only see the tears on my eyes and face while im writing this...you'd understand how much its hard for me..
   Please take care of Mr. BlueEarmuffs for me...Please tell him that you love him every single day.....most importantly..please dont forget about me..
   I guess this is the last 'goodbye'..and the last apology Ill ever tell you...and its hurts for me to say this but...I think this will be the last 'I love you'...

Wen Junhui.'

Minghao's vision was blurry as tears formed in his eyes. Tears ran down his face like rivers as he read the letter Junhui gave him. "But you didnt have to leave.." Minghao whimpered and held the letter close to his chest "I wouldve easily forgiven you...You didnt have to move to China.." Minghao whimpered and sobbed. "Hey Minghao-..are you okay? What happened?" Hoshi came inside the room and sat beside Minghao, who was crying uncontrallably. "Tell me whats wrong" Hoshi said but Minghao stayed silent and kept on sobbing.

Hoshi looked over at the letter that was written in Chinese "Is it because of Junhui?" .he asked and Minghao gave a small nod, burrying his face with his hands. "Where is he?" Hoshi asked and again..Minghao stayed silent.

Minghao  brought his knees up to his chest and sobbed quietly. "Hoshi...can you please ask Papa Coups i-if we can go to China..." Minghao asked and Hoshi looked at him, puzzled.

"I have to see my Junhui.."

END.

A/N- Ok, CHILL, It aint the end yet..there is gonna be a part two of this book because i cant keep it incomplete..that would just be rude 😅 so stay tuned for that. Oh and comment below what you think about the ending, is it good or bad?
So Part two might come out next month or maybe this month...it depends if I have a lot of exams or school work...ill see and ill definately inform you guys..and theres a bonus chapter for this one too..so yeah :)

-Proxie_Love_