I'm Cute Too!! (Jun X The8)

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Third person's POV

It was 11 o'clock at night and most of the members were already fast asleep. Minghao was the only one awake, he stared at his own reflection in the bathroom mirror. 'Pathetic...' He could hear whispers. 'Useless..' 'Stupid..' It kept on going on and on inside Minghao's head. Minghao seemed to be listening to all the whispering, he could hardly even stay focused on his own reflection. He looked at his own eyes...they looked tired....his face was pale and it looked like he hadnt slept for days. 'You're such a worthless piece of crap..' It continued on. Minghao shook his head, not wanting to hear any of those anymore. "Its all just because of Junhui..." He muttered, completely ignoring the fact that tears were rolling down his face. "I just made a fool of myself.." He continued staring at his reflection. "I dont deserve to live..." He muttered and gave out a weak little giggle. "Would it be better if i never even existed?" He asked himself. A smile on his face as tears rolled down, he held the blade tightly and He glanced down at his own wrists

'they're so beautiful...so smooth...so clean....better to add a little bit of red on it..'

Jun's POV

Its like almost midnight right now and Minghao hasnt come out of his room. The palm of my hands were sweating, and i bit my bottom lip, feeling nervous.What if something happened to Minghao? What if he got hurt? Even though, i still dont know what i did to Minghao. I know i cheated on him and all, but i know for sure he hasnt even caught me yet..it wasnt going as planned...anyways, im just so glad Papa Coups hasnt even come up to me yet or i'd be dead by now.

I havent even went up to his room and ask him whats wrong...i just feel like it has something to do me and Dino and thats one thing im afraid of Minghao knowing. I tried to text him several times but he wouldnt even reply to a single on of them. "Minghao will be alright.." I mumbled to myself as i tried to go to sleep but something was still bothering me but I have no idea what it is. I know, i dont really love Minghao that much but when he suddenly shuts himself in his room for hours, it starts to make me worried about him.

Back to third person's POV

Junhui was laying down on his bed thinking to himself..was he the reason why Minghao hasnt even come out yet? Was he the reason why Minghao seemed to be down now a days? He clearly had no idea. But what troubled him was Minghao wouldnt even bother to eat his meals..Jun was really strict about Minghao's health and he couldnt stand seeing Minghao not eating. Jun always saw a happy and playfull Minghao but now all he saw was a gloomy, dark Minghao....

A/N- cliff hanger...😕 i dont feel like continuing since im really tired from all that school work..hope you understand.