I'm truly twisted.
Standing in front of these poster covered doors, debating whether or not I want to ruin my life right here and now.
Do I go in?
All I want is a lick of alcohol.
A taste of the freedom to drink beer.
To get my mind off all the hurt in my world.
For all my problems to just go away.
To not even exist.
I pushed the door open and revealed the dark room.
I walked through the hallway and into a wide room filled with young girls in skimpy clothing and loaded men. It reeked of cigarette smoke and booze. I hate that smell, it reminds me of my father. He would smoke a pack of cigarettes a day, it almost killed me once.
The strip club....
I walked over to the bar and sat down.
"Whadda you want?" The bartender asked, his breathed covered in the scent of alcohol.
"I didn't know bartenders were allowed to drink on the job, or are you breaking a few rules?" I questioned.
"Well it's no fun if they tell an alcoholic surrounded by his favorite drink that he can't have any right? As long as I pay for it out of my pocket, I can drink as much as I please." He sneered "Now tell me what you want or get the hell out of my face."
"Um..How about..."
"I can tell you're a first time drinker. What are you doing here?" He asked.
"Uh....trying to get hammered so that all my problems will just float away." I responded with a dreamy look on my face.
"Kid don't do this. I know, you're probably going through a lot of pain right now, but this isn't going to solve anything, it's just gonna ruin your life-"
"First of all, my life is already fucked up as it is, this ain't gonna hurt it, but what's gonna ruin my life is hearing this god damn lecture! Now I'm done with you only because I see something that I need to deal with!" I responded, getting glares from other people.
But I don't care about those glares, because right now, I see a Garroth, drunk off his fucking rocker.
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IM SO SORRY I HAVENT WRITTEN ANYTHING IN SOOOO FUCKING LONG!!!!
I HAVE TWO CHAPTER TODAY SO IM SUPER SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT!!!
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