Chapter 17

3 0 0
                                    


There was just a little gap in between our lips but just for a second. I'm still not sure which one of us closed the gap. He puts the cigarette out in a bowl of water by my sink. He wraps his arms around me and even though part of me is yelling stop hello this is Charlotte's boyfriend I can't.

I'm not sure how long goes by before we stop. I look up at him and instantly know I just made the best mistake of my life by kissing Alic. "I'm sorry I shouldn't of done that." He says and grabs my hand as if to make it more sincere by holding it. "It's okay. I'm the one who should have stopped it before it got that far." I say looking up to him and holding his hand. I can't lie I feel partially bad for kissing him but I loved it.

For a while we just look into eachothers eyes all the while still holding hands. "Well I mean nevermind that would sound stupid." He says and all of a sudden let's go of my hand. He walks over to the couches in my living room and sits down. He looks so sad, I walk over to him and sit down next to him. "Nothing you say could sound stupid." I say instantly wondering where the hell that came from. He just looks up to me and then we are kissing again but this time I do push him away. "See that was a kiss, but before it was intimately shotgunning. Nothing wrong with intimate shotgunning." He says and I realize that was what he thought would sound very stupid. I get up walk over to the stove and light another cigarette. I don't have any lighters but I am one of the lucky few who still have gas stoves. I light a cigarette and just stand there. 

Tattoo LoveWhere stories live. Discover now