Don't leave me alone// joshler

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Later that night I approached our room, and breathed in before entering.
"Um Josh" I interrupted him while he hotter something down on a notebook.
"Hey Tyler" he got up to kiss me, but I just leaned in for a tight hug.
"Is everything ok?" He looked at me weirdly.
"Yeah, fine" I couldn't make eye contact.
"You look really tired" he ruffled my hair up.
"Long day I guess" I practically let myself go, and fell onto the bed.
"I like you're hair today, did you do something different to it?" He was making this so much harder.
"Josh" I said loudly.
"What's wrong?" I could feel his sympathy.
"Brendon is leaving, and so is Patrick" I started.
"Do you want to live with me in a smaller apartment, or do you want to forget everything that happened in this house?" I sounded so harsh, I was disgusted with myself.
"Tyler are you ok?" He sounded hurt.
"I'm sorry josh, I just like you so much and I don't want to go fast with everything. Like what if the apartment we buy has one bedroom and we have to share it and you don't like me enough to sleep next to me" I sounded like a madman.
"Tyler of course I want to live with you. I will never forget anything that happened, or anything that brought us together. If you don't trust me to sleep next to you, or you feel uncomfortable we can work something out. I'd never hurt you. If never do anything without your permission. Tyler I think I love you" I couldn't believe my ears.
"Y-You love me?" I stuttered.
"Yes" he smiled.
"You want to stay with me?" I couldn't breathe, and I might've been crying a little.
"Heck yeah" he laughed.
I just had to kiss him this time.
His hands found there way into my hair.
His soft lips touched mine, and jaw slowly placed itself on my shoulder.
"I think I love you too josh"
I think