Secret Lover [.S4s] [Editing]

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-i loss all hope in this book!

-Welp! no comments& im dropping this book!

-why? because I don't get as much feed back, which means I don't know what y'all feel while reading😕.

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-my loyal followers , voters and commenter's the only reason I didn't drop this book.

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[Jasmine]

|Mood| Chilling

|Setting| Baee crib

|Time| Not sure but it's Noon

I laid next to sam, as we watched TV. boondocks appeared as I played in her curls. we was in her room chilling on a Friday until it was time to go out. she said she was taking me somewhere, and she wasn't telling me, where, I pouted .

"Fix yo' bottom lip, before I suck it off of yo' face." she said I laughed automatically.

"Sam that's not even possible!" My laughter died down.

"It's possible you wanna discover it for yo' self? "

"Nah, im good!" I said laying back not playing in her curls.

"why you stopped?" she said hovering me.

"Because, I just had a change in mood."

"Good change or bad change?" she starring into my eyes.

"Bad-"

"what I do?" her face remained serious.

"Nothing!" I sighed, I just honestly felt like she was still doing coke and wasn't happy even though I was right here by her side hurting myself. I knew she didn't like the image of two studs together. we were just some baby dykes anyways. I candidly didn't care about other people opinions, they didn't mean nothing to me , If I was happy.

"Cuz' I got it by myself, skrt skrt...skrt kodak why you act like that why you strapped like that Cus' I got it b-" Sam picked up her phone.

"Yello...?" she said not interested.

"What? Forreal ?.. you lying,.. bruh I told you about that hoe already man... that's yo fault, ...I asked you if I could fuck and you said she was a hoe!" she laughed, I didn't find shit funny.

"Whatever, I fucked yo' bitch I fucked yo' bitch, it ain't that big of a deal if she a hoe!" she laughed again. I starred bullets into her soul.

"Ight.. stay good in the hood...!" she sighed and looked at me. I quickly looked away, and scratched my neck.

"Baby, waszum? " she asked me laying beside me.

I had a weakness for her no lie , but I just felt as if she wasn't putting enough of effort into this secert relationship.

Candice didn't know, and Nikki, where ever the hell she came from, throw little flirts at her but Sam mood doesn't change when it comes to her.

"Nothing just thinking."

"bout?" she asked kissing my neck while I smiled.

"Us, honestly. "

"what about us? " she poked her head up.

"How long you gonna' keep us a secert?"

"we are not even dating jas." she sighed.

I honestly was losing interest as she hid us, call this what you want but I'm not really feeling it anymore, I wasn't about to wait my whole life for someone who was Afraid of who they really were.

"I'm funna take a nap!" I said not feeling like leaving, I loved to sleep when I was depressed. I could cut myself but I wasn't home.

"You mad at me ?" she asked hugging my waist.

"No I'm just sleepy."

"aight, Ian going no where unless my boss call me in!"

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I woke up to an empty bed, I yawned.
Sam walked in with a blunt between her lips. she was on the phone again, while I pretended to be sleep.

"you already know how I feel about chu'... you know I love you... because I wanna whisper the fuck.... Yeah we had a great time.... I miss us too... aight bye, love you kiss my momma' good night fa' me..." with that being said she hung up.

Is this the reason she don't want to broadcast us, she's seeing someone else , I can't believe her drug addict ass. man fuck her im done with this, yes I assume alot , but what would you do? when you constantly find suspicious in a person who has yet to tell you about their self.

"Baby, you up," I didn't answer.

"Woosh, good thing she ain't hear that" she said to herself.

"what?" I asked.

"I said that out loud huh? "

"you sure did!" I looked at her with disbelief.

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Pop quiz for HersheyJ❤ and the rest of the loyal crew.

answer them on the line of the question.

cuz the rest of yall be acting like Ian even write a pop quiz, answer if you loyal 😊☺.(1-2)

1)Will Sam ever express her real feelings for Jasmine?

2)Who do you think she was talking to In the second phone conversation?

I love you all no doubt about it❤