A dash of inspiration

Chapter 35

Baby boy this is for you. I hope I'll always be able to cheer you up a tiny bit and show you how much I love you Manu. It's not much but I tried.  Them thirsty girls will have to deal with me!Even when we're not talking, you're always on my mind. I love you wildsouls- x

"I have drowned in your eyes and have been swallowed by your soul."

♚

"Oh my god I hope you don't lose interest in me, because I have shaped my entire self to be someone you'd want.
I put all my energy into you - thinking about you, talking about you, aching for you, hoping you reply.
The chances of this being real are slim, I try and convince myself to leave now before I drown in you. Before I am too hurt.
But your smile reaches your eyes (they look like cocoa powder and honey, and you are so beautiful.
You look at me and I'm soaring,
I love you. I love you. I love you."

♚

"True love will triumph in the end
which may or may not be true
But if its a lie, it's the most beautiful lie we have."

♚

"You make my heart beat
And fill my body with tranquil heat
I loved your warmth flowing into my skin
Oh! It was the perfect sin
When your lips are pressed against mine
We drown in the feeling and forget time
You may be double my weight
But you have all the permission to enter
In my closed gate
Your eyes are like the black hole,
They have the capacity to suck me in as a whole."

♚

"I'd love to cuddle with you someday
But it never has to be in a planned way
Your hands are so big and strong
When they are over me, I know exactly
Where I belong
Your the reason that I day dream
Your the reason of my numbness
And my heart's blissful scream
Even if forever does not exist,
U don't want to spend a single moment
Without your kiss
Cz it was not my ear you whispered in
But my soul
To love you is my ultimate goal."

♚

"It's sad, really
You let the stubborn miles between us and the empty words from our broken pieces ruin everything
But what's worse
What's worse than that is what you're wasting
Which is a universe inside of me that is devoted to the glow in you
I wish someone would love me the way I love you
Like it's always gonna be there
Like my veins have your name tattooed inside of them
But that's not what you're feeling
So you'll leave and some days I'll act like I'm tough and I don't give a fuck and all I need for company are the many shattered pieces of me
But it won't be real
And other days I'll have tsunami eyes drowning in hurricane tides and my lips will be stained with the taste of your name
And my skin will go cold cause I won't want anyone to touch me since you've been gone
And I'll see you in all my dreams and I'll pretend none of it matters but you'll be with me forever
And god if you only knew what this meant to me."

♚

"You were the first person I found home in
I don't think I'll ever not feel homesick"

♚

Our moon
"I don't know just how it happened,
I let down my guard...
Swore I'd never fall in love again
But I fell hard.
Guess I should have seen it coming,
Caught me by surprise...
I wasn't looking where I was going,
I fell into your eyes.
You came into my crazy world like a cool and cleansing wave.
Before I, I knew what hit me baby you were flowing through my veins...
I'm addicted to you,
Hooked on your love,
Like a powerful drug
I can't get enough of,
Lost in your eyes,
Drowning in blue
Out of control,
What can I do?
I'm addicted to you"

♚

"The skies have drowned in storm of my eyes
I'm sipping your tea satiated with lies,
My eyebrow raised, my chin up high,
Your buttery words aren't something I'd buy.
Water is splashing against the walls,
Rising up high and smashing the halls,
My temper is gradually spilling out
Among the grey of my gaze lightning strikes out,
It lashes out on your gaudy heart,
Electric whip hitting too hard,
I hope it shattered it whole
So it could become something you've never known."

♚

"I want to be
the belly laugh
that makes you
crap your pants
something
both good and bad
because it is more fun
to be both things
instead of just
one.
I want to be
the air you drown in
lost in so much beauty
that it leaves you gasping.
Ears listening. Heart grasping.
Eyes searching
the starry nights
for flashing lights
that we know
have already died.
I want to be the door
to never and always.
take dreams and use them
like a clever lever
to leverage truth and hope
to mortgage poetry and prose
paying the principal and interest
that finally takes us
to a world where
"Star Trek" fantasies
are fully realized realties.
I want to be
the healing hand
that helps you up
and slaps you in the face
to finally force you awake.
I want to be the mistake
that you learn from,
so that when time is
finally done with my
physical form
you will be better for my
poetical existence."

♚

"I am thinking of you in my sleepless solitude tonight. If it's wrong to love you, then my heart just won't let me be right, because I've drowned in you. I won't pull through without you by my side! I'd give my all to have just one more night with you. I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine, because I can't go on
living in the memory of our song. I'd give my all for your love tonight. Baby can you feel me
imagining I'm looking in your eyes I can see you clearly vividly emblazoned in my mind, and yet you're so far like a distant star I'm wishing on tonight."

♚

You kissed my shoulder,
Lips barely latching unto my skin
Your breath brushing ever so lightly
Wondering how many times you said "hi"
Meaning it to be a lot more like "goodbye".

♚

"I wonder why it feels like
Rain with you under the bright sky.
Where I seek sanctuary under you eyes
And have me imprisoned
By and by.
Waiting for the last time.
Like satin silvered plume,
Floating along the riverbed
I fall ever so smoothly down the lie
And though I'm drowning
I feel fine..
I'm counting down the days
Till I see the sun
I await to have you back in my arm.
Though I know i'll be counting down again
And every evening another page turned,
I too wait for the time
When Hello is everyday and with no goodbye."

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~Mer