A dash of inspiration

Chapter 48

It's been so long since I've updated this book. Things happened, my inspiration was lost for a little while but I'm back and stronger than ever.
Enjoy my little something down below (;

Letting go. It's hard. It's painful. It's excruciating. Letting go of someone you've loved for ages is even harder. You feel like you'll choke in your tears. Like there isn't enough air for you to breathe anymore. It makes you sad and angry. For a split moment when you realize they're really gone, all hope is gone. It's like your world goes dark and your mind shuts down because your heart hurts too much. You remember all the moments that you've had with them. You try to recollect every second of how you met, what your first conversation was like, what their smile looked like. And then when you can't because it's been too long and your memory betrays you, you sink into your hopelessness even more. You try to grasp onto the things you do remember. How their smile made you happy, how a text made your day a little brighter, how the fact that they were beside you eased your worries. You remember all that and you let go. Because letting go sucks but it also brings you peace and hope. Hope, that your person will move on to better and brighter things. Hope, that you'll be okay without them. Hope that they've taught you enough about yourself, for you to be better. Hope that at some point the bitterness will stop. And it will. One day all that will be left is cherished memories. It will be okay, you just have to let go.

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~Mer