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♡3:46 a.m.♡

josh and tyler were on the phone. josh is still on his roof, and tyler is in bed. they've been like this for over an hour.

"what are your life goals, josh?" tyler asks out of the blue.

"i have no goals. no dreams. i just hope one day i realize what im really here for..." josh gets quieter.

"dont you have any hobbies?" tyler asks him.

"i really dont have that much talent. the only thing thats close is me teaching myself to play drums. its just a hobby though, i cant really do anything with that skill. i work at a record shop to get money, and i am always buying vinyls to listen to new music...."

it was silent for a few minutes.

"what about you, tyler?"

"i play basketball. my parents want me to go to college for it but i dont know... it just doesnt seem... me? i like to sing, i like to write poetry, i like to write songs. but i really just dont know, josh.."

it goes quiet again.

"can you sing me a song, tyler? something you wrote?" josh says quietly.

"hmm. okay." tyler thinks... what do i sing him? all of my songs are so depressing. i dont want him to think im like that...

"i can feel your breath....

i can feel my death....i want to know you,i want to see.i want to say, hello."

tylers quiet voice singing the lyrics was the most beautiful thing josh has ever heard.