What did I do?

Chapter 4

The boys and I have been hanging out for about a week now. After their apology day we have pretty much been together nonstop. I think I have gotten to know them pretty well. I know that their tour is doing really well and they love it more than anything. I also know that their time here ends tomorrow. I keep trying to forget that but I can't just completely forget about it.

Today me, Niall, and Harry and going bowling because i mean who doesn't love bowling! I somehow convinced them to go with me after about a day and a half of begging.

When we got there we got a lane in the glow and dark section of the alley because that side has cool lights and plays better music.

As we were bowling the boys seemed to relax. They were very stressed throughout beginning and that was making me mad. So to cheer them up I started dancing to every song that came on and acted like I knew the words. It was an experience for the both of us.

After bowling I realized the reason I don't know bowling often is because I suck. I came in last every round. Right before we left one of their songs came on and the boys had a look of happiness in their eyes when they saw girls beginning to dance and sing to it. We ended up staying for the whole song just so they could sing to it.

Once we got back to the hotel, I went back to my room for a little while. It hit me that I had just befriended these guys and now I'm never going to see them again. I guess I always knew it would happen but it was hard. Being the emotional mess I am I started to cry. Loudly. I must have been very loud because suddenly there was loud banging on my door coming. I opened the door to find all the boys standing there with worried faces.

I gave them a sad laugh and let them in because I knew they wouldn't go away until I told them what was wrong. I couldn't exactly lie to them. My eyes were all red and puffy and I had tears still on my cheek.

Liam was the first one to speak once they were all in.

"What's wrong. We could hear you crying from the other room"

How do I tell them I was crying because of them? It's so embarrassing and awkward. Whatever..

"umm I was crying because.. I am just really going to miss you"

This time I was the one receiving the hug. They all had a huge hug around me and it made me happy but I knew I was going to miss them more.

The rest of the night consisted of room service and funny tour stories the boys told me.

Man I'm going to miss them.