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Worst Day Ever

November's outfit for school

TW - Swearing and abuse

November's P.O.V

I woke up from my spot on the floor and saw the blood that surrounded me

The memories of last night come flashing back to me, causing my head to start throbbing 

That beating last night was one of the worst ones I have ever had to endure 

All for being 5 minutes late 

I can't help but chuckle to myself 

If I don't laugh about it, then I will cry 

And that is not a can of worms I will be opening today 

I need to focus on other things right now, like how I will even be able to stand up, let alone walk to school 

I crawl over to the kitchen bench and muster up the little strength I have left to get myself up and standing 

Once I pushed past the pain and ignored the throbbing throughout my body, I slowly put one foot in front of the other and made my way towards the stairs

I took a deep breath and calmed myself down to then tackle the issue of walking up the stairs in my current state

One foot at a time 

Repeating that in my head 

One foot at a time 

About 5 minutes later, I finally made it up the stairs, by practically pulling myself up by the railing, but hey I made it up that is all that matters 

I look over at my clock and see that it says "6:30am"

How did I happen to wake up around the time I was meant to? 

I guess body clock is a thing 

That or my body was that uncomfortable by sleeping on the floor that it forced me awake 

Who knows 

But I am not complaining as it now gives me time to freshen up and make myself as presentable as I can be 

Which is basically nothing as I'm a lost cause in the looks department 

I slowly enter my bathroom take off my bloody clothes and leave them on the floor to be dealt with later 

I lift my head and look at myself in the mirror 

I don't do this often as I don't like to look at myself, but I can't help but notice what he has done to me. My face has a few swollen purple bruises, but as I turn around, I see the most damage was done to my back and arms. 

I take a deep breath as I muster up the courage to not let how I look affect me 

I distracted myself by going to go and look at the small selection of clothes I had to choose. I decided to wear today some light blue jeans and a white sweater 

I decided to wear both long clothing, just in case anything happened to show from last night's beating 

I did not want to risk anything 

By the time I got my clothes on, it was about time to leave for school

I didn't have time for breakfast again, so I quickly grabbed a granola bar and a banana 

The only reason we have food in this house is because I steal money out of his wallet and buy groceries every week so that we don't starve.

I packed the food and put in my headphones which started to play Papercuts by llly ft Vera blue.