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November's Outfit above

Novembers P.O.V

The whole night the girls were texting the group chat and asking how I was and if I got home safe

How did they get my number?

Oh well, at least they care about me 

Unlike other people...

I feel somewhat alive, I turn onto my side and see that it is almost time to get ready for school

Yay 

Not 

As I was about to start getting ready I could hear my father outside my door moving around. I stop moving and stay still, hoping he won't come in here. 

He doesn't and just continues with whatever he was doing, which I assume would be to go downstairs and continue drinking or some shit

Once I know he is downstairs, I start to move around again, walk over to my closet, and try to find some decent clothes to wear. 

I don't know why I bother with my appearance, considering I will not impress anybody anyway, but I like choosing what I will be wearing and deciding what goes with what.

I decided to wear black skinny jeans, boots, a grey sweater under a cream leather jacket, a black beanie and a black leather backpack. 

I also made sure to apply my makeup today since my whole face is now practically purple and I don't want any more questions about how it happened. 

I grab all my things and shut my bedroom door to then walk down the stairs to prepare some breakfast for my father 

I decide on just some quick oatmeal which only takes about 5 minutes and I leave it out on the counter

If it goes cold his issue, he knows how to use a microwave, I think so anyway 

I grab my usual food, an apple and muesli bar, and head towards the front door to leave

Just as I was about to reach the door, my hair was suddenly pulled from behind me and I fell to the ground

I looked up from the ground to see my father standing above me and he said "Where is my breakfast, you were about to leave b**ch"

I am taken back by his words, even though I really should be used to it by now but I respond and say "I've left it on the counter"

He walks away and doesn't say anything else

Thank you??

I should have spat in it, I couldn't help but chuckle at myself as I thought that 

I ignore the now pain at the top of my head and yet again make my way to the front door and I plug in my headphones about to start my walk to school 

I decided to listen to On Purpose by Sabrina Carpenter

Not a lot of people know that song, but I just love how it makes me feel 

*20 Minutes Later* 

As I finish my walk towards school, I silently pray to myself that today I won't be noticed by too many people and that I will be able to get in and get out

I begin to walk down the corridor and I immediately regret coming to school today

I see Trystan and the girl from yesterday kissing against the lockers