Roses and Daggers

Chapter 15

|Harry|

I'm nervous.

I don't know how in the bloody hell I'm going to tell him about my past.

I've never told anyone.

I'm scared of what he is going to say or do.

Yes, he does have some issues himself but I don't know how he will take this.

Well, here goes nothing.

"When I was eight years old, my parents divorced because my dad was cheating on my mum. My mum cried day and night. When she found them together in my parent's bed she lost it. I mean who could blame her? It was bad. Every single day was worse than the day before. She didn't eat at all! She mostly drank and she lost her job. There was a point where we didn't have any food. Thanks to my neighbor, I had food and clothes. She offered to take care of me but it wasn't her responsibility to keep me safe, it was my mums."

I could feel tears streaming down my face. I couldn't help it.

"It got worse when I was sixteen. She was introduced to drugs." I continue. "My dad started to send in money for me and he wrote a letter. The letter stated that he had re-married but that he was still going to be responsible for me. That completely destroyed her. She even attempted suicide! I came from school one day and found her lying on the floor, she cut her wrists." I looked at Louis and his eyes were bloodshot.

He probably relates somehow.

I take a deep breath and continue.

"I immediately called an ambulance, and luckily they said that I was just in time. I was very relieved. That's when I decided to move out of that terrible place full of bad memories and betrayals. I felt as if it would be good for her and a fresh start but she's still the same. I thought that if I gave her loads of love that maybe I could fix her broken heart, but its been years and she is still the same. It hurts, Lou. It hurts how I'm right here and I see her destroying her life and I can't do anything about it."

"I feel useless Lou. I feel like complete trash. I cant help her. I want to I swear, but I don't know how." I cry.

Louis brings me into a big hug and rubs my back in a soothing way.

"Harry you are doing the best you can! You are the kindest person in the world! You've helped me and now its my turn to help you. Trust me when I say that you are a true angel from Heaven. You have a heart made out of gold and such a great person inside and out." He sooths.

His speech made me cry even more. His shoulder is covered in my gross tears. all those things he said made me feel better.

I didn't know what I was doing until my lips crashed against his.

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