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Louis: I never meant to text you Mallory, but I would never take that mistaken text back. I found you because of it. I have a girlfriend. A girlfriend that I love. It's flattering that you like me. I like you too. I like you a lot. But I have a girlfriend. I'm sorry that I was your last hope, but I can't be with you. I'm famous. You aren't the problem. It's me. I'm the biggest problem in my life. I'm sorry. I hope you understand.

Mallory: I hate you

Mallory: I hate you so much

Mallory: you literally promised me heaven and put me through hell

Mallory: twenty year lids are supposed to be mature and responsible

Mallory: but not me

Mallory: I don't know who I am

Mallory: I have fears no one else has

Mallory: there's still hundreds of things that I hate about myself

Mallory: I should be in university

Mallory: being a normal twenty year old girl

Mallory: but I can't

Mallory: because I can never be a normal twenty year old

Mallory: and it's not that I won't act my age

Mallory: I can't act my age

Mallory: I'm twenty year old Mallory Gregors. I'm the girl who waited desperately for a stupid boy band members texts. I'm the twenty year old that still has trouble with accepting herself. I can stare in the mirror for an hour and still not point out everything I hate about myself.

Mallory: you were my outlet

Mallory: you made me feel good about myself

Mallory: you have me thoughts that I never thought I would have again

Mallory: and then you stopped

Mallory: just like that
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i promise that the end is gonna be gr8 maybe even gr9

xx Amelia

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