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I feel like this is a very touchy chapter and also I am in no way dissing Danielle Campbell. it's my characters feelings about her not mine.
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Mallory: I've decided something

Mallory: you crushed me

Mallory: so I'm going to try to crush you

Mallory: but knowing you

Mallory: (cold hearted with no feelings)

Mallory: it will barely make a dent

Mallory: so every day I will text you one thing

Mallory: one thing that you made me forget but now I remember

Mallory: starting today with this

Mallory: I hate the way my hair sits on my man shoulders
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Mallory: I hate the shape of my head
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Mallory: I hate the color of my eyes
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Mallory: I hate how my ears stick out
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Mallory: I hate my nose and how ugly it is
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Mallory: I hate my lips because my upper lip is to small
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Mallory: I hate my neck because it looks like a log
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Mallory: I hate my chest because it's small
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Mallory: I hate my stomach because it's not flat
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Mallory: I hate my hips because they are small and make me look weird
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Mallory: I hate me thighs because there isn't a gap in between them
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Mallory: I hate my hands because my fingers a short and chubby my nails are ugly and bitten
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Mallory: I hate my feet because the are small and are shaped weird
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Mallory: I hate my toes because they are small and weirdly shaped
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Mallory: I hate my body because there's stretch marks
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Mallory: I hate my voice because it's high and obnoxious
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Mallory: I hate myself because every time I look in the mirror I see my mom
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Mallory: I hate that it's my fault that I hate myself
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Mallory: I hate how it's my fault that I feel pain
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Mallory: I hate that it's my fault I have anxiety and panic attacks regularly
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Mallory: I hate that I'm breathing but I don't want to be
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Mallory: I hate how I know you see these and how you don't care enough to block me or tell me to stop
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Louis: please stop
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Honesty I hate this but I kind of feel powerful

xx Amelia

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