Haters Go To Hell

Chapter 40 - Who is SHE?

Emille P.O.V

Matapos akong mangiyak-iyak sa mga nangyare kanina. Dumerestyo na ako sa CR para maligo. Habang nasa shower hindi ko lubos maisip kung paano at bakit ko siya sinaktan?

Nagmamahal lang naman ako.

The way he smiles. It was fake trying to hide the pain. Nangingilid na naman ang mga luha. Ko. Ano ba to.

"Marco." Bulong ko sa sarili ko. Then there I am again. Sobbing. Hindi ko matanggal sa isip ko ang mga sinabi niya.

I'm going back to Korea after I graduate Emille.

Those words. It suddenly hits me. It just hurts me recalling those words. Hindi ako matigil tigil sa pag-iyak. Hinahayaan ko lamang na ang tubig ang pumawi sa mga luha ko.

I feel like I'm bathing in tears. I chuckled. "I guess I did love you huh?" Bulong ko uli sa sarili ko. Tsssss. Nababaliw na ata ako.

Natapos na akong naligo. And nagpalit na ako. Nagtataka ako why James isn't calling me. Busy ata? Hmmm.

I looked at the time 11:45am and I have to walk this feeling. Napakasakit ng nararamdaman ko ngayon at siguro kailangan ko lang itong ilakad-lakad.

So sumakay na ako ng kotse (if you're asking if what car am I using, its my car regalo sa akin ni mom and dad 1 year ago. A FORTUNER Toyota.) And nagpunta muna ako sa cafeteria malapit sa school.

Let me buy myself a coffee and siguro tumambay muna ako doon.

As I have reached the shop. I parked my car in the parking lot of this shop at bumaba na ako. Just as when I was walking towards the clear glass door, I saw James w-with someone?

As I rubbed my eyes, he's with a girl. Yes a girl. OMG Emille wag ka muna mag-isip ng kung ano ano. Maybe uh- friend niya or something like that.

Or is he cheating on me? No I trust him. Hindi niya ako kayang lokohin. Ngayon pa na almost 2 years na kami? Haha. He would never do that, won't he? Haha. Sure ako.

Nagpatuloy lang ako. Nang pumasok ako. Hindi ko muna sila pinansin at dumeresyo ako sa counter Para mag-order.

"Good morning sir? What is your order?"

"Uh-just coffee lang miss."

"Okay sir one coffee coming right up. Pls sir take a seat po muna as you wait for your order." Sabay bigay niya sa akin ng number.

Hinanap ko ang number na hawak ko sa ka-match Kong desk. But then I found it, and it was--

I gasped when I saw them hugging each other. James feels so comfortable with her. As he hugs her parang there is something between them.

Speechless ako, I don't know what would I say or what would I do. Kung kanina magkaharap sila sa table, ngayon magkatabi na while hugging.