Maximum Ride: A Baby Story

Chapter 14:

MAX POV:

Fang and the flock had been gone two days with no word. I was starting to get worried. My mom thought the baby could arrive anytime next week. I was scared and I wanted Fang with me.

Everything was agony with out him. I hadn't slept right since he left. I hadn't stepped outside since he left. I hadn't eaten right since he left. My mom didn't know this tho. She would watch me eat eggs, toast, jello, and a glass of juice every morning. Then, she would go to work and Id throw up. I didn't mean too, its just I..it wouldn't stay down..epic lie. Truth is, I didn't want to keep it down. I was sick of feeling sick. Sick of not having Fang and the flock. Sick of Itex. Sick of stress. Sick of this stupid kid! I didn't want to keep it, but Fang did and I'd do anything for him..

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I was as big as ever. I promised myself I'd never ever ever let myself get fat. I couldn't wait to

deflate after I had it. Gosh, I am so dreading this thing..

Anyway, mom had just come home and we were sitting down for dinner. We were having leftovers.

The big LM..leftovers and microwave...so, we ate, chatted, my mom actually got cut by an owl claw.

I was like," WOOOOAH!!!! That will leave a cool scare!" Her response," Noooo..I already bought m

some anti-scare cream." Well okay fine...no YOLO but whatever that's her choice..

Huuuuu anyway... As I was saying... I have been spending my days throwing up do to the baby and

force of not wanting food... I have been getting painful kicks from the baby. It's always and I mean

it ALWAYS kicking me on my last for ribs on the left side! Like hellooo?! I'm giving birth to you, I

have given you existence! Is this my present in return?! My joy of keeping this baby for Fang was

slowly dieing and I was fed up. Once this thing arrived I would be done. Fang wants it, Fang can

have it but I surely don't want to take care of it.

I've sadly...actually really sadly I have verbalized these, even I admitt , these sick unloving thoughts

to my mother. However, my mom is that type of person were there's always a relation to your

situation. She reassured me that once I gave the longest hours of my life to giving birth of this

thing I would look into it's face for the first time and find a natural bond form.

When she said this, I was doing both of these things:

- in my head just saying 'yeaaaaa sureeee okayyyyyy yep that's so gonna happen absolutely *roll eyes*'

And

-then picturing the avatar movie of the 'bond' between the bird thing and the avatar with the hair.

I've always found that absolutely disgusting!!! Why would I want to relate in anyway to that?! I'm

sorry but when I here things like that, my brain puts on full crazy mode of finding ways to picture

what the person is trying to say. Either that or I block them out and can't process what their

explaining...SOOO I go with the over active brain.

So as I was saying before now that I have calmed down a little, I love Fang but I find it hard to find

love for this baby. I'll put my best foot forward and try but for now, no promises..I know if Fang or

any of the flock get hurt on their trip it will be blamed on Dylan or the baby...two of which are not

on a very good side with me at the moment..just Fang..I feel if I write this down you'll get this

message somehow..just stay safe and I'll love you forever..evol love..