Why me?! (A Justin Bieber Fanfic)

Chapter 11: I Dare You To Kiss Me

Justin and I are playing truth or dare on my bunk because we're bored. I have one earphone in and I'm listening to Sleeping With Sirens' cover of Iris.

"Truth or dare," I say.

"Truth," he says, I glare at him and shake my head. He's been picking truth for the past 10 minutes, why is it so hard to say dare? I wouldn't say anything that would be awful or too sexual.

"If you were dared to... Would you kiss Fredo?" I say and smirk, Justin cringes.

"No!" He shouts

"Hurtful!" Alfredo says as he pokes his head in the gap of the curtains. I laugh and see Justin move closer to me, ermmm what is happening? I think Justin is doing it again, you know getting close to me and then saying its part of changing my mind when I know it's for his enjoyment. Like that kiss, well both of us enjoyed that. I move closer to the wall and Justin gives me a weird look, I shrug and Alfredo walks away.

"Why did you move away from me?" Justin says and faces me by lying on his side.

"I... Don't know," I lie, I know full well that I'm falling for him and hard, but I can't let him know.

"Okay.. Anyway lets carry on. Truth or dare,"

"Ermm dare," I say and he smirks.

"I dare you to kiss me," he says and I freeze, my eyes widen and he laughs. I don't think I can do this. I mean kiss Justin without feeling anything, I can't do it.

"Come on Sheyla, kiss me or are you too chicken?" Justin says and gets closer, I glare at him and I start to lean in and my eyes close automatically. I feel his lips on mine, those soft lips I've dreamt about. I can't believe I've dreamt about them, I'm not meant to like him like this. I pull him closer and I feel his arms slip around my waist, I wrap my arms around his neck. Why can't Justin just realise I like him a lot? It's not hard to guess, is it? No it shouldn't be, not when I'm kissing him like this. I mentally shake the thoughts from my brain and concentrate on Justin, I pull away.

"Is that enough for you?" I say and Justin just leans back in kissing me again, he licks my bottom lip asking for entrance which I immediately grant. His tongue starts to explore my mouth just like the time we kissed like this the first time, I have to try and suppress a moan that is trying to force it's way out of my mouth. I really need to stop before I say and do something I shouldn't. I pull away and move back a little.

"Justin, I think you should go to your bunk." I say and look away from him. He turns my head slightly so I can see him. His face only holds the expression of hope and love.

"Look me in the eyes and tell me you didn't enjoy that," He says softly, I look away again.

"I can't that's the thing, I don't think this is right anymore. Just give me some time to think tonight," I say and move back, so my back is pressed against the wall. I put in both my headphones and put on Pierce The Veil - Disasterology. I look at Justin as he turns away from me and gets off my bunk and goes to his, underneath mine. I sigh and lie on my bed and listen to the lyrics.

"If you come over tonight we can travel through time,
we can sleep on the ceiling and creep under black lights.
I have a million different girls that hide under my bed,
and when I let them out they treat me right.
Oh what a waste of a perfectly good, clean wrist.
You were screaming till the police came."

I move my bracelets and looks at my scars, tears threaten to fall from my eyes and I sit up and place my arm on the bed. I get out my phone and text Elena.

Sheyla: El, come to my bunk please!x

Elena: yeah sure, just give me a sec Fredo is explaining something to me x

Sheyla: fine but hurry x

She doesn't reply so I go on twitter, I see I've gained more followers. I look in my mentions and see loads of death threats and insults, some like "dumb bitch, why are you even on tour with Justin!?", "why are you even with him, touch him and I'll kill you", "go die, you are ruining the relationship between beliebers and Justin!!" And "why are you still around no one likes you fat whore, go die". These are hurtful, to be honest I do actually feel like I don't belong. But I can't cry because Justin will hear me and I don't want anything to happen between Justin and his fans, I'm not that kind of person to ruin things. Not on purpose anyway.

"Hi Justin," I hear Elena say. I hear him mumble in response and before I know it Elena is on the bunk with me. Tears are rolling down my cheeks and she instantly pulls me into a hug, I beginning to sob and Elena rocks me while I cry.

"Whats wrong with her," I hear Justin say, I feel one of Elena arms move towards my left side where my phone is.

"This," Elena says and shoves the phone in his face. There's silence and the only noise in the room is me sobbing. I then hear the noise of my keyboard clicking, I assume Justin is tweeting something. I frown and lift my head up still slighty sobbing.

"Justin,don't tweet anything it's not worth it.. It'll just get worse," I say through sniffles.

"No I'm protecting my girlfriend," He says sternly, then he freezes. Did he just call me his girlfriend?

"Girlfriend? Someone want to update me on recent events?" Elena says looking between me and Justin.

"She's not my girlfriend, it just slipped out"

"Yes she is, the public loves it!" Scooter says as he walks into the bunk area, my eyes widen.

"What?!" I say and sit up still sobbing, when will these tears end?

"You and Justin are dating in the public eye and be whatever you want behind closed doors... Plus those girls that came to see Justin talked about it on twitter so it's going around... Look at the worldwide trends... "Jeyla" is trending," Scooter says showing us the worldwide trends on twitter.

"Well then, lets go to Starbucks." Justin says as the bus stops, it seems like we're at Denver already. I shake my head.

"I can't go out like this," I say, Justin chuckles.

"Take my hoodie," Justin says and throws a grey hoodie at me. I look at it and can tell its going to be big on me. I slip it on and put the hood up, I sigh and Justin picks me up bridal style.

"Justin put me down!" I scream.

"People are trying to sleep!" Ryan shouts from his bunk and I laugh.

"Sorry Ry," I say and Justin puts me down as I put on my creepers, got to love creepers! I walk to the bus door and Justin is behind me, I walk out and it's dark still. Well it's 4am, Justin takes my hand and I smile up at him. Have to keep up the act so if anyone sees us we're still acting like a couple. He lets go of my hand and puts an arm around me and pulls me closer to him, I giggle and we begin to walk down the street. There's not many people here which is good but you never know, we walk down the street and we instantly see an open Starbucks. We walk in and see about 5 people in the store. I let out a sigh of relief and I hear Justin chuckle. We order the usual and sit at a table for two near the window, I look outside and see about 3 teenage girls walking around with purple hoodies on.

"I think there's some fans for you," I say just as they look over at us, I see them jump up and down in excitement and begin to run over to Starbucks. They run in and run over to us, they completely ignore me and go to Justin. One of the girls acknowledges me only because she needs someone to hold the camera.

"Yeah sure," I say and hold the camera, the girls pose and Justin puts his arms around 2 of them and does his signature pose. I press the shutter button, the girls smile at me and mumble a thanks.

"Aren't you Justin's girlfriend?" One of the girls say, I nod. She glares at me and walks out and the rest of them follow. Rude.

"Sorry about that, they'll get used to it and be happy for me. I know my beliebers, they like to see me happy and I'm happy with you." he says, I awkwardly smile and he pulls me into a hug, god I love his arms. The only place I feel safe is when I'm in his arms.