Why me?! (A Justin Bieber Fanfic)

Chapter 5: Will You Be My Girlfriend?

After 3 hours, I look up at Justin, I instantly think of my scars. Weird I know? I feel like such a dumbass for not mentioning this before. There was a time where I got so depressed, I felt the only way I could let my pain flow out of me was to cut myself. Listening to sleeping with sirens and Pierce the veil then made me want to stop, I went through so much and I felt like I didn't belong anywhere so why not self harm. It's not a good thing to do and I'm not telling you to do it, it was just my way of coping. It's not okay, I see that now but sometimes in the moment it feels like the right thing to do but it's not.

"Are you okay?" Justin asks, I fake a smile and nod. I suddenly feel self-conscious about my forearm.

"No you're not, tell me Sheyla." He says and I can tell he is being deadly serious, like actually cares about me. I shrug and look down at my cup with only a small bit of my drink left. I hear Justin sigh. Why does he care so much anyway?

"I.... Ugh... think I'm going to go, I think I might go shopping." I say, slowing getting out my chair. Justin gets up quickly.

"I'll come with you,"

"No, what if you're seen? I don't want to be seen with you," I say, it came out a bit harsher than I wanted to be. I mean he would be a good friend but I don't want it to go further than being friends, to be totally honest I don't really want to be friends either.

"I don't care, I love my fans. They can come up to me at anytime, they won't hate you anyway. Jealous, yes. Only because I'm their Justin and no one else's," He says and he shrugs as he picks up his drink and leaves $10 on the table as a tip. He stands next me as I walk out the door and start to walk to the nearest mall.

A few Beliebers stop Justin to take some pictures and to get his autograph but I don't stop. Then a little girl came up to me, she looks around 3, she smiles up at me.

'Are you and Justin boyfriend and girlfriend?' She says in a sweet voice, she can't pronounce her R's and they come out as W's I shake my head and laugh.

"No definitely not," I say, trying to not laugh in the girl's face.

"But you're so pretty and Justin is so cute... I want you to be boyfriend and girlfriend," the little girls says with tears in her eyes, I feel slightly bad for mocking the little girl.

"Aww, we can't be boyfriend and girlfriend sweetie. That's because I have a boyfriend," I lie, I just don't want to break this little girl's heart. I mean I dislike Justin, why would I date him?

She nods sadly and walks over to Justin with a woman trailing behind her, who I assume is her mum and she must have heard the whole conversation. I sigh and continue to walk towards the mall considering it was only about 10 steps away. I walk into the mall and hear someone shout my name, I stop but don't turn around because I know its Justin.

He comes beside me and his hand touches mine, gross. I feel tingles shoot through my hands, why am feeling tingles? No my hand must be itchy or I might have pins and needles in my hand. Yeah that MUST be it, pins and needles. I ignore the feeling and move away from him, just as I do I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. I take it out and see Chaz's name.

Chaz: I can see you with Justin, turn around.

I pause and turn around. I instantly see Chaz and a smile appears on my face, he smiles as he walks up to me. I'm so happy to see him, he is making this less awkward. Although I do still dislike him, what he did was wrong. I could never do what he did to Elena if she like someone.

"Hey baby," I say, Chaz looks at me confused and I give him a look so he will go along with it. I love pushing Justin's buttons, I wonder how long it will take for him to be so pissed off that he just leaves. Chaz pulls me into a hug and I feel his warm breath on my neck, I'm guessing goose bumps are on my neck at the moment.

"So you forgive me?" Chaz whispers in my ear and I nod. Of course not. I pull out of his embrace and smile at him before crashing my lips onto his. He doesn't kiss back at first, probably in shock. After a few seconds I feel his hands on my waist and I wrap my arms around his neck, he starts to kiss back. We're then interrupted by Justin clearing his throat, I blush instantly for God knows what reason.

"Are you done with the whole make out fest?" He says and I can see he looks pissed off. This is going to be so fun. I lace my fingers with Chaz's fingers and I smile at him, he kisses my cheek and then he says something I didn't expect him to ask me.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He whispers in my ear, his lips grazing my earlobe. I freeze and stop walking, how I've waited for this moment. I mean I've had this massive crush on him when I first saw the never say never movie. Yes I'm sad I get it, having a crush on the superstar's best friend instead of the superstar. So what I'm different. I guess I could let the whole incident fade. I nod my head quickly, I kiss his cheek and he smiles at me. Most relationships you'd expect the partner to instantly say I love you, not me. I just can't. As we continued to walk in silence, I see a forever 21. My eyes widen and I start to drag Chaz into the shop.

"Really babe? Forever 21?" Chaz says laughing, and I nod and smile at him like a kid in a candy shop.

I let go of his hand as I walk towards a pair of shorts, I'm in love with but never had the money to buy because I always forget my money. That and my parents don't trust me to have cards, I see a pair of the white studded shorts in my size.

"Aren't these the cutest shorts ever?" I say, lifting them so Chaz could see them. He laughs and nods.

"Sure, they will show off you're sexy legs," he says and winks. Cringe. I playfully hit him as he cracks up laughing. I turn around and pick up my size and smile.

"I need you to help me pick a dress," I say turning to face the two boys who were playing with bras. They stop and turn to face me smiling, Chaz picks up a bra that looks like a double D.

"Looks about your size," Chaz says, I shake my head and blush and Justin stands stiffly next to Chaz. I walk away from them heading over to the dresses looking for a dress for my prom. I see a dress that's not really my type of dress but it's so pretty! I know I sound like one of those bubbled brained girls, but it's so sparkly.

"What do you think of this, for it to be my prom dress?" I say pointing to the dress as Chaz holds my hand.

"It's nice... But who's taking you?"

"No one,"

"Actually yes they are, I'm going to ask if I can come back for your prom. I don't want you dancing with another boy," Chaz says, he pulls me close to him and I giggle. I hear Justin clear his throat, I push Chaz away and walk towards the dress and pick up my size. Well that was awkward... But prom is going to be so fun.