Book of Poems

To Her

Hey y'all, so, this is a little different, uh, this is actually a letter specifically to someone very special to me. I lost this person a couple years ago, and I miss her every day, so it's a poem but structured like a letter. I hope y'all like it. I wrote actually weeks after I lost her, and when I got the courage I put it out as a separate story on here, but I'm going to put it in this book, because I think y'all would like it. So enjoy.
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To the love of my life, you are all that I need, accept this poem, and please come back to me.

Hello my love, it has been a while since you've heard from me. I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you because I'd rather die then be one more day without you.

I know at the time I didn't love you the way I was supposed to, that the trust you gave was ripped up in front of you.

I know you think that I abandoned you, and at the time that is what it seemed, but I want you to know that I have never stopped loving you and I would do anything to see you smile at me.

I'm not asking for your forgiveness, because that is unfair and is not what I deserve, but I just want you to know I will never give up, I will do everything and anything to be yours once more.

That may be selfish, but that hasn't stopped me before, for a long while I thought of no-one but myself, I won't lie to you that hasn't really changed, but know that I see now that there is no one I love more than you and your beautiful face.

I may be arrogant, selfish, and mean, and I want nothing more than to once again steal your heart away, so we can be together like we are supposed to be, but now that I know that you are my soulmate...

You will always come first, before everyone and everything.

It is likely that you do not feel the same way about me, and again I will not lie to you, I will never lie to you, that will crush me and it will be hard for me to continue on living.

But I truly believe that you are the one for me, that whether there may be a God, Heaven, or anything in between, we were mean't for each other, or, at least, you, and only you, were mean't for me.

So, if you do not love me, and what I say is nothing more than the ravings of insanity, just know that I may have left you once, a regret I will never un-see, but I am here now and I will do anything for you, because you are all that matters to me.