It's been a while
It seems that time passes more quickly now
Many things have happened
But one thing remains
I'm still sick
But the words don't come anymore
I feel I have nothing left to say
I feel less

I read more now
Other people speak for me
I understand them
I'm not sure they understand me
Their words
Don't relate to me 
But I have nothing left to say

I'm in the fog
Even back when
The sickness was worse
I could still see
I could see the path
So clearly
It was short and filled with despair
At the end was death
But I could see it

I don't see anymore
I can't hear the universe
All I hear is me
Telling myself what to do
But it led me nowhere
I ran in circles
Until I was completely alone

I decided to sit down
Become an unmovable statue
If I cannot see
Then I don't know where to go
I try to listen to the universe
But the fog is so thick
That is clouds my ears
As well as my eyes
All I hear are my own thoughts
But I have nothing to say

I'm not moving anymore
I don't move forward
Or back
I stay still
Stuck in the fog
I'm waiting
For what?
I'm not sure

The only thing
I can see
Is the past
I visit there often
I visit my love
My regrets
My whole life
I wish I could change
But there is no road 

I cannot move forward
I cannot move back
I cannot move at all
I'm stuck here
I'm stuck in this fog
Watching as life moves on
As I stay still
Like a statue no one can see

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 12, 2020 ⏰

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