I soon woke up in my older brothers arms. I woke up from soft rain in the middle of the night. I feel like nothing. I can't think of a goal anymore. I don't want to do anything. I just want to die and rot in hell. I don't care anymore. What's the point on trying, never giving up, helping others, when nothing good ever comes back to you. I'm done. I don't want to live.
"Ayano..." I hear my brother talk in his sleep. That's rare.
"I...was actually happy when you said you said...---" I said what?
"What did I say, onii-chan?" I talked back to him, wondering if he would answer back.
"When you said, when you said..." Come on! I said what?
"What is that, onii-chan?" I whispered.
"When you said you were going to quit running..." His soft snored filled the room for a few seconds.
"W-What do you mean?" Was I making the wrong choice all along? What did I do wrong? Did nobody like the idea of me running? Was I a mistake this whole time?
Tears starting forming near the corner of my eyes, dribbling down my cheeks, as pellets of tears fell on my brother's face.
"I was happy because we would finally have something to talk about together..." My eyes widened. I looked at him with red eyes, shocked.
"We can finally spend time together...I'm not alone anymore..." More tears started forming.
"I'm sorry...I'm so...so...sorry...onii-chan..." I whispered to his ear. Then, a sudden wave of electricity ran through my body.
I'm sorry I said I wanted to die. I'm sorry I said I should rot in hell. I was being selfish. I wasn't thinking about how my other friends would feel. I'm sorry...I wasn't thinking on how you would feel...
I stroked my brothers cheek, crying myself back to sleep.
Don't worry. I'll always be by your side...
"Ayano" I wake up at my brothers voice.
I suddenly feel warm arms wrap around me. I blush at the sudden contact, I looked up to meet his eyes, looking at me.
"Onii-chan...I wanted to ask you something...because of m-mom's death...I started wondering...did we...did we...ever had a dad?" I broke eye contact from my embarrassment but I could feel the shock radiating from him.
"Dad..." He sighs, I guess he didn't really want to tell me.
"He died before you were born...I was one at that time so I don't remember much about him myself. However, I remember some tiny things about him..." I didn't want to talk about death anymore.
"Enough about death and sadness! Let's play some games or something." I smiled, and he just stared at me. In a little shock.
"What do you want to play?" I thought and wondered.
"Uno?" My brother looked at me confused.
"The card game where friendships are broken?!" I laughed at the remark, and nod.
The whole Sunday night was having fun with my brother.
But that didn't solve any of the problems I'm facing in school.
Mom's death just comes in too.
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How was it?? Don't worry, too! This fanfic won't turn into some incest fan fiction LOL. When I was writing this, the fact that this fanfic sounded like some incest fanfic was bothering me but I just kept going. My next update will be up soon! Thank you for reading!
LAST UPDATE: SEPTEMBER 21, 2016
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Remember Me // Kageyama Ayano
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