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You know those type of people at school; the ones who aren't classed as losers but not popular, the ones who are always keep themselves to them selves and others leave them alone and well... almost ignore; well thats what I am, I'm one of those.
Today had been eventful, well for me. it's not normal that people are the first to make conversation with me. But today in history, the boy I sit next to initiated conversation voluntarily.
I wouldn't have thought much of it but this was Calum Hood. They boy I have had a crush on forever. He's so beautiful it's unreal... and popular... I have no chance. But I've always known this so it was nothing new.
But, he personally invited me to a high school house party. I've never been to one before and to be asked by him was truly amazing.
Well, when I say personally invited, he kind of just casually asked if I was going. But obviously at first I said no, but then he told me that i should go and that he 'looks forward to seeing me there". Maybe he wanted to talk to me tonight, or get to know me. No one ever wants to get to know me. I'm probably over thinking this, he's probably forgotten all about our conversation in history and he probably doesn't even know my name.
But it was worth a try. That's why I was sitting in front of my bedroom mirror trying to make myself pretty. I straightened my slightly curly hair and pinned it to the side behind my ear, I then started on my makeup only putting a small bit of foundation on and then some powder. I added some mascara and eyeshadow deciding that would do as I didn't want to look over the top but still wanting to look like I made an effort. Maybe Calum would notice me tonight.
I changed out of my leggings and hoddie into a tight black and white daisy patterned dress that reached mid thigh. It wasn't slutty like I expected most people to dress like, but I had no idea what people wore to these things I'd never been to one before.
I looked myself over feeling okay with how I looked. hopefully I would impress and this wouldn't be all for nothing.
"You ready to go y/n?" My mum called upstairs to me.
"Yes" I sighed to myself. Was I really ready for this? Oh well.
I got into my mums car as I couldn't drive yet. How embarrassing.
"So you excited?" she asked making conversation as I shuffled nervously in my seat.
"I guess"
"Just please be sensible, don't drink too much and text me to let me know you're okay latter." she said looking happy. probably because her only child is actually going out on a Friday night and being a 'normal' teenager.
"Okay" I mumbled "can you pull up here and I'll walk the rest, it's only a few blocks away" I said not wanting to be seen getting out of her car.
