Gerard Way Is My Brother

Fake Your Death

"I wanna tell Frank I trust him.." I told Gerard he shook his head "I'm sorry." He said I nodded

He's always been like this and I understood why I'm just bored to death of it.

I stood up and went to walk out "where are you going?" He asked I sighed "I can't stay here Miley doesn't know I'm home." I stated Gerard shook his head "Mikey and I went though a lot he loves you Helena" he said I sighed "fine But if he reacts badly I'm leaving and staying at a friends house" I said again he nodded

A few minutes later Mikey walked though the door and I quickly hid but Gerard grabbed my arm and pulled me out "Mikey." Gerard said he turned to look as soon as he saw me his jaw dropped.

"Helena?!" He asked I nodded he nodded slowly then turned around the corner where his room was "welcome back." He said weakly I nodded as he slowly opened and shut the door. "That went well do you think Helena?" Gerard asked I shook my head no and grabbed my bag and started walking to the door.

Gerard grabbed my arm "Helena please." He pleaded I jumped again at his cold touch expecting to see another vision but nothing happened I sighed and pulled away and looked at Gerard "Big Brother... I can't-" I said he pulled me into a hug then he pulled away and walked into his bed room gently closing the door.

I walked outside to be blasted in the face by cold air and rain.

I just walked not caring for where I was going it's not like I can sleep with out nightmares anymore

But now when ever I close my eyes I see Gerard dying.

I walked and walked until I spotted a familiar house I walked up to it and knocked immediately regretting it I turned to run but before I could I heard the door open "Helena?" Frank asked I turned to see a sleepy Frank Iero in space pajamas I smiled when I saw him "hey... Um I was wondering if I could crash with you tonight I got nowhere else to go." He looked at me confused but he opened the door for me to come in.

I slowly walked "we don't have any other beds and my mom would freak out if she woke up to see a girl on the couch why don't you sleep in my bed and I'll sleep on the couch." I nodded and walked into his room and set my bag on the floor and crawled onto the bed and found my Way under the covers I curled up in the bed I smiled it smelled like Frank.

It was confronting his smell it made me feel safer.

I quickly went to sleep only to have another nightmare.

"Please I'm begging you!" I yelled but they all laughed as the grabbed ahold of me and dragged me down I to the hole only to be face to face with my brother who had fiery red long hair and blood running down his forehead "you couldn't save me Helena... whY COULDNT YOU SAVE ME?!" He yelled causing me to fall over crying apologizing as he repeated himself over and over.

I must've been screaming because I woke up to see Frank shaking me awake with a frantic look on his face "Helena are you okay?!" He asked I nodded breathing heavily "s-sorry" I said sobbing he pulled me into a hug with me laying on the bed.
We stayed there for a while until I pulled away.

"You okay?" He asked I nodded "I'm gonna go back to sleep goodnight." He said I nodded as he started to walk out before he could I grabbed his arm "Wait!" I yelled he turned to me "what is it?" He asked curious I bit my lip my stomach was twisted in a knot because I'd knew I will sound childish but I was still shaking from the dream.

I was too scared to be alone.

"Please stay in here tonight I can't be alone." I asked nervously he simply smiled "yeah.." He said softly as he crawled into his bed and lied next to me.

I turned to look at him his hazel eyes held the reflection of the moon from outside his window his sliver lip ring glowed in the dark he looked at me there was curiosity in his eyes I could see that much "Frank?" I asked "Helena." He responded "Can I trust you?"

We must've feel asleep talking he never asked why I ran off at the dance at that moment it didn't matter, all that mattered was what was happening now.

I woke up to feel a slight pressure around my waist I realized that Frank had his arm wrapped around me I smiled closed my eyes.

I was the first time for along time I haven't had one nightmare haunt me that I felt safe.

I drifted back to sleep a few minutes later only to see a Flash and hear someone laughing but trying to muffle it like they didn't want anyone to hear them "what?" I muttered to looked up to see a boy about my age standing there with an old Polaroid camera he had blond hair and blue eyes he had a picture in his hand and was shaking it.

Seeing him made me jump out of my skin waking Frank he sat up "What?-BOB?!" He yelled as he jumped out of bed and tackled him trying to get the picture.

Bob was now on the floor laughing "get off of me Frank." He said, Frank slowly got off he stood up "here you go... One day you'll thank me for that picture." He said smiling I sat up watching them both.

Frank smiled at the picture than set it down "sorry about the band dude we wanted you to join." He said to Bob, he shrugged in response "it's cool my parents are asses.. Have you found a drummer?" He asked Frank nodded as he pointed to me Bob smiled "a girl damn Frankie." He said mockingly I stared at him wishing I could punch him in his perfect teeth for that comment.

Unfortunately Frank beat me to it he hit his arm really hard as if it's a warning "watch it that's Mikey's And Gerard's little sister." He said "Helena?" He asked looking at me quickly shut the door escaping his gaze

I quickly racked my brain for him.

But nothing.

I opened the door and walked out that's when Bobs face quickly grew wide "oh my god Frank you wore sleeping with Gerard's sister?!" He yelled Frank have him a daring glare "I wasn't "sleeping with her." I was sleeping with her." He corrected "If Gerard finds out he'll kill you." "That's why no one is going to tell him." He said "that might be a problem." Bob muttered looking put the window.

Frank hurried to the window "fuck... Helena go into my room and get dressed and stay in there.

I looked down and noticed I was still in my pjs I quickly hurried into my room and tore out a random out fit and quickly put it on.

Franks prov~

I walked over to the door to greet Gerard I opened it to see him standing there he had a cigarette lit in his hand he quickly took a hit off of it before throwing it down and stomping it out,
I looked at him he smelt nothing but cigarettes "sorry I thought it would take you longer to open the door." He mumbled I sighed "have you been drinking?" I asked he slowly shook his head no.

From that second I knew he was lying I sighed "Gerard we talked about your drinking and smoking." I grumbled at him he slowly looked at the scar on my cheek regret filling his eyes, I wish that scar would disappear it only brings back bad memories we try to forget.

I pulled him inside "what's wrong?" I asked

"Mikey and Helena are missing."