Gerard Way Is My Brother

If I Could I Would

I glanced around going to the band room. Mr. Urie sat at the desk looking though his phone as a girl walked over to him; she has log dirty blond hair and green eyes. She was beautiful, and you knew right away just by looking at her she wasn't the type of person to hate anyone for no reason she was bubbly and happy nothing could get her in a bad mood. She was literally a ray of sunshine.

Maybe that's why all the boys go after her. I looked at the golden ring on her hand no doubt; I knew she was the one. The one I saw murdered, by her boyfriend. The image of my brother with a bullet wound in his head flashed in my head causing me to get nauseated.

I walked into the room and bit my lip overcoming the feeling to puke. The plan was to go up to her and talk asks her regular questions, just to get information. Like what's your favorite book? And did you know your boyfriend is going to kill you because you're cheating on him with my brother?

Yeah, I don't think I have this down yet.

And yet to my surprise, she comes up to me.

"Hey, you're Helena, right?" she asked, and I nodded gulping

She nodded and smiles "I'm Kristen, I know your brother." she quickly said I'm guessing that she doesn't know that I know who she is or what she is to my little brother I figure it's best if I act like I don't know what's going on also.

Look at me playing a detective again, I used to hate doing this with my aunt. Now I see why she made it a big deal for me to know how to lie and pretend. I just wish she didn't make me do it to my own brothers.

"Oh yeah that's me! Which brother I have two of them." I said with a small giggle that was acceptable standard and not creepy. I watched Kristen as she nodded watching me meaning that she wasn't catching onto my bullshit. Yet.

"Mikey." she said simply as I nodded in response quickly glancing her over. She wasn't going to let on more. I can tell by the way she moved when she said his name and how short she stated the answer.

The silence after that was almost annoying.

She than cleared her throat "I was wondering you knew who took the instruments Mr. Urie said you'd might know."

Why did Mr.Urie think I know who took the instruments is it because I found his friend and he knew I was here overnight?

I hesitated I did know who took the instruments but I don't want to say until I had proof.

"I'm not really sure; I mean I would rather talk to Mr. Urie myself." I stated as I hoped she'd drop it after that.

Thankfully She did and we said our goodbyes, but then I remembered I saw Kristen wearing the same little gold necklace I saw Mikey wearing this morning.

He must've given it back to her earlier today.

I knew what this meant. But I haven't told anyone else yet, I'm still not sure if I can tell Mikey or how he'll react or if he would even believe me. 

I'm mostly worried about Kristen now; she was the one who was supposed to be murdered. So why I am more worried about Mikey? The only way this involved him is that he is also dating her and I'm not even mad he's a cheating, mostly because I kind of understand her boyfriend is abusive and controlling i already have a sneak peek into what would happen if she broke up with him because of my vision and that caused her to get murdered. But the worst that can happen is that he'll be broken-hearted if I fail. He's not the one that's gonna die.

So the only way she can actually be with the one she loved is by cheating.

During second period Frank came over to me "Helena have you seen Mikey or Gerard?" he asked, I quickly tried to remember if I saw them in the hall since we got to school then shook my head as a no.

"Why?" I asked not sure if I wanted to know the answer, I really can't handle more bad news right about now. I needed to keep an eye on Kristen when Mikey isn't around and if I leave Kristen alone I might miss important information like where her boy friend wants to meet if she were to get shot tonight.

"I haven't seen them in school and I was hoping maybe they'd be home we have rehearsal in an hour and I wanted to get a few practices in."

I nodded and watched him. It was pointless to talk to him now not when I had my own job to do, and if I did he'd probably tell Gerard anyways. He nodded and watched me for a second before turning and walking away tired of my silence as I headed to my class with Kristen. I watched her thought that class and nothing happened lucky me.

In this school, there are two lunch rooms one is the MPR the other is the Main café and it's really the same except the MPR is smaller.

Kristen and I have the same lunch but I usually go to the MPR with frank instead.

But today wasn't a usual day so I quickly dodged Frank in the halls going to the ground floor instead and headed to the MPR to see Kristen already there.

And there he was with her in his arms the man who kills her in less than 24 hours.