What will I do without u

I couldn't do it

Marks POV 

                 Jack and I didn't leave the house that day we stayed there and played video games and made out. I called my mom around 7pm to talk to her about Jack staying with us again. I was so anxious. She answered almost immediately. 

Mom: Mark everything okay? 

Mark: yeah I have a question though....

Mom: okay? 

Mark: can Jack come stay with us again? 

Mom: Mark we discussed this before you left. 

Mark: I know but- 

Mom: Mark no! 

                  She hung up after that leaving me speechless. I went back into Jack's room to deliver the news. "So what did she say?" Jack seemed happy as if he knew she had said yes. "She said no..." Jack's smile disappeared and was replaced with a frown. "What?" "Yeah baby I know..." I went over to Jack and pulled him into my chest. "I'll be back here before you know it." "No you won't.." Jack didn't cry but he sure sounded as if he wanted to. Jack clung onto my chest and buried his face in it. I wrapped my arms around him and rested my chin onto of his head. "I love you." "I love you too." I heard him muffle. Jack sniffled and pulled out of our hug. "I better make your time her last then.." I smiled and so did Jack. Jack kissed me roughly and pushed me over onto my back. I wrapped my arms around his back as he began to crawl  on top of me. Jack bit down on my lip and I flipped him over so I was on top of him. He smiled and pulled away for air. I began to kiss down his neck hearing him holding back moans by biting down on his lip. Jack pushed me off and kissed me dozens of times before speaking. He breathed heavily. "I would hate for your uncle to walk in *laughs*" "I didn't think about that *laughs*" I kissed Jack again for a long period of time. Jacks door opened with my uncle on the other side. "Oh! Sorry." Jack quickly pulled away blushing. "It's okay." "Need anything?" "Your mom wanted me to tell you that your flight home is in 4 days." "Okay." My uncle closed the door and I turned to face Jack. "Told you *laughs*"  "Oh shut up! *laughs*" 

                   Jack and I ordered pizza and continued to play video games. "Ha! I finally beat your ass!" "Yeah one time." "Shut up!" "*laughs*" The days went by pretty quickly but we had a great time together. It was the night before I had at leave and Jack and I were cuddling on his bed facing his window at which had a beautiful view. My hands were around Jacks chest and he gripped my hands as if holding on tight enough would make me stay. I leaned over to look at him and his eyes were glassy and he was biting his lip to hold back tears. I held on tighter. "Mark?" "Yeah love?" "I'm gonna miss you..." Jacks voice cracked and I could physically hear his pain. "I'm gonna miss you too." Jacks turned around to face me. My arms held is closer together. Jack rubbed his hands through my hair then rested them on my cheeks kissing me. He pulled away with tears on his face. "I love you." "I love you too." Jack fell asleep soon after causing me to fall asleep knowing he was okay. 

Jacks POV 

                I woke up in the same clothes I was wearing yesterday with Mark next to me. He had drool running down the side of his face. I laughed quietly slighting shaking him to wake him up. "Mark baby wake up.." Mark groaned and opened his eyes. "Jesus! Why is it so bright!" Mark threw a pillow onto his face. "Cause it's morning now wake up." He wiped the drool off his face and sat up. "Ugh." Mark and I took showers and packed his stuff. I couldn't eat anything. I felt empty when Mark was gone and now he's leaving again. I hated being alone for so long. I couldn't bare to see him leave. We had to leave to go to the airport I told Casey I would take Mark and return his car afterwards. I got shaky the closer we got to the airport. I pulled into the parking lot and got out. I walked into the building holding Marks hand. He made tiny circles in my hand with his thumb like he did a few days ago. When we got as far as I could go we stopped to say our goodbyes for the second time. I had already become teary walking into the airport and now I was about to cry like an idiot. I sighed and smiled at Mark. "I guess this is it.." I tried not to make my voice crack or let a tear roll down my face. "You'll see me again soon okay?" "Okay." Mark pulled me into a hug. "God I love you so much Jack." I could hear Mark getting ready to cry. "I love you too." Mark pulled away from the hug and kissed me. I kissed back while tears ran down my face. Mark pulled away and kissed my forehead. He walked away and didn't look back cause if he did he couldn't leave. I stood there staring at the ground for 5 minutes. I let the tears fall and finally started to walk away. "Jack!" I turned around and saw Mark. He was crying like I had been and quickly said, "I can't leave you Jack. I just can't do it..."