What will I do without u

Leave the past behind

Jacks POV

                  I woke up hearing the beeping of a monitor. I sucked in air feeling pain in my chest. I forced my eyes open to see Mark holding my hand biting his lip to keep more tears from falling. "M..Mark." "Jack..." I struggled to get enough air in my lungs to speak. "You scared me." "What...happened to...me." "You had a panic attack in front of the school." "Is that why-" "Your chest hurts? Yeah." "I wanna go home." Mark laughed. "You said the same thing last time we were here." I smiled as best as I could. "You told me it was gonna be okay." "I didn't lie to you either." I laughed trying to get more air. "I love you..." "I love you too." I smiled at Mark with glossy eyes. Mark of course smiled back. He stroked the hair out of my face and watched me with caution. "You tired baby?" "Yeah." "Then go to sleep." "I wanna stay up with you." Mark chuckled. "Get some sleep love." He kissed my forehead and I closed my eyes immediately letting sleep take me away.

Marks POV 

                 I watched Jack as his chest rose and fell. He scared the fucking shit outta me. This is like the 100th time we've had to be in the hospital. I just wanted him to stay safe and not get hurt. I continuted to watch Jack. A smile spread across my face just seeing him. I loved him so much. 

                 A few hours passed and Jack finally woke up around 5pm. He eyes landed right on me making me smile once more. Of course Jack with his personality he smiled back. "You good now?" "Yes." Jack and I talked for a while longer until the doctor came in. "Hello Jack." The mans voice was deep and scratchy. "Hi." Jack always got nervous around doctors. He was always scared of the news they would bring. "Were just gonna run a few tests on you." "Why?" Jack got a worried tone in his voice as he usually did being in the hospital. The doctor paused before speaking "Just to be safe." "Ookay." The doctor drew Jacks blood and checked his heart and such. He continued to right stuff down then finally left. "Why did he do that?" Jack looked at me with a worried expression. "I'm sure your fine love." "Okay." Jack seemed a little bit on edge until the doctor came back in. "Okay Jack." The Doctor continued to speak after having a quick cough. "It's nothing serious but you have anemia." "What is that?" "All it means is you don't have as much blood in your body as the average person should." "How the hell did I get it?" "Probably from all of the cuts on you and your surgery a while back." "Oh." "Just have some iron and you should be fine. I'll have a nurse come in and get you take out your IV and such." "So I can go home?" "Yes." Mark looked at me with a satisfyed look. The nurse came and unhooked everything and Jack got changed and we left at around 8pm. "Let's go get you those pills." Jack pouted. "I wanna go home though." I kissed his forehead. "And we will after we do that." Jack groaned and got it the car. Of course Jack blared Panic at the Disco. He looked so happy it made me happy too. When we finally got to the store I took the keys out of the car while Jack was still singing. He immediately stopped after realizing the music had stopped. I started laughing. "You arse!" Jack said playfully punching my arm. We walked into the store holding hands and waking around trying to find the damn pills. Of course people stared. They thought it was weird but it was normal for us. Every once in a while Jack would look up from the ground at me. "Why you looking at me?" I smirked at him just so I could see him blush. "Don't fookin tease me!" "Why not? Your cute when your mad." Jack leaned in to kiss me and I leaned closer to him. He pulled away leaving me looking like an idiot. "How do you fookin like it?" "Shut up!" We finally found the pills and left to go home. 

Jacks POV 

                When we reached the house I ran inside running to my room. I laid on my bed staring at the door waiting for Mark. It felt like it took forever. When Mark finally came in I got on my knees at the corner for the bed. "Took ya long enough." I grabbed Marks shirt pulling him into a kiss. Mark pushed me onto my back quickly getting on top of me. He kissed down my neck and put his hand up my shirt. I pushed him on and sat on top of him. I put my finger to his lips and bit my lip. "Don't even think about it." Mark put his hand on my ass and my face didn't turn bright red for once. My door then quickly opened with Marks uncle on the other side of it. "Mark it's-" We looked up our mouths open wide. "Oh my god sorry!" Mark continued to touch my ass till I rolled off him. Marks uncle looked away holding the phone out to Mark. "It's for you." "Oh okay." Mark got up and took the phone. I buried my head in my hands feeling the heat coming off my face. 

Marks POV 

                 I took the phone and went into the hallway my uncle standing a few feet away eyeing me. 

"Hello?" 

"Mark?" 

"Mom?" 

"You need to come home...now!" 

"I told you I'm staying here for a while." 

"No your not your coming home."

"I'm almost 18 I don't need you to protect me anymore." 

My mom fell silent. 

"Fine." 

She then hung up. I handed my uncle the phone back and tried to walk back into Jacks room. My uncle stopped me. "Mark we gotta talk." "Okay." He pushed my farther down the hall and looked back making sure Jack couldn't hear. "I'm not gonna allow you to do that shit in my house if your gonna be staying here." "Come on we weren't actually gonna do anything." We probably would of if he didn't walk in. "Then I better not catch your doing it." "Okay geesh." I walked away going into Jacks room. I saw Jack sitting on the bed shirtless smirking at me. "Hurry up." I ripped my shirt off and pushed Jack onto his back kissing him.