My Thoughts

Absence Of Light

I was once told that there is no such thing as darkness.
I didn't believe that, not at first.
Why?
Because I was living in darkness.
I was blind.
Everything was dark.
People, school, animals, the flowers, the stars, the moon, the sun.
Everything was dark.
But all that changed.
Why?
Because of you.
You came into my life, and all of a sudden, I could see.
Your light showed me the beauty in everything.
The beauty in me, in the world, in life.
Your light killed the darkness.
That cold chill that surrounded me was choked out by your warmth.
You showed me the light.
And I loved you so much that.
Then something happened.
I don't know what it was, but it caused you to leave.
And at the speed of light, I was blind again.
I was back in my dark world.
I was cold, fearful, and alone all over again.
That's when I started to believe there is no such thing as darkness.
That there is only absence of light.
When your light was was present, everything was perfect.
Then your light became absent, and I'm now in darkness again.
I've tried everything to get better.
Nothing works.
Not talking, or writing, or sleep.
Not even this stupid magic shit works anymore.
Please, come back.
I don't know who or what pulled you away, but please come back to me.
If it's my fault that you left, please tell me now.
I'll do everything in my power to make it right.
I'll do anything to see you again.
To see the light.
Please show me again.
Show me the light.
Please.
I need you.
I miss you.