Home Is Where My Heart Is

Beautiful Monster

Home is where my heart is: Part 6

'Harry swung the door open and grabbed my wrist pulling me into the dark room....'

He slammed the door behind me before pushing me up against it and kissing along my neck causing me to drop my possessions, "Harry!" I gasped as he started to kiss my temple causing my arms to rest on his shoulders as i fisted at his curls, I could feel his smirk against my skin as he rolled his hips into mine and my hands gripped tighter at his hair, a whole new feeling rushed through my body as my adrenaline began to rise, I took my hands from his hair and put them to his chest to try and push him away but it only caused him to repeat his motion, a moan escaping my lips as I quickly brought my hands up to my mouth causing Harry to laugh, "Your so fucking cute.." He breathed into my skin, the cold metal of his piercings pressing into my hands as he left light kisses to the back of them as I kept them over my mouth so no other sounds could leave my lips, it would only encourage him to continue and as much as these new feeling where telling me to continue my head was telling me that it wasn't right. Harry released me from his grasp and walked to the bed before sitting down on it, "Come here." He whispered as he motioned for me to come forwards, I took a few uneasy steps loosing my balance now and again which only caused Harry to chuckle to himself, I got about two feet away from him and just stood there as I played with the hem of my shirt and took interest in my sparkly toenails, "Jas..." Harry demanded my attention, I didn't react just stood there how was I meant to know what to do? I haven't even had a proper first kiss, I mean yeah the little peck in the primary school play ground but not a real kiss so how was I meant to know what to do right now? "You think to much." He told me as he reached for my waist pulling me In between his legs, the sudden movement causing my body to give way as I fell into him causing him to fall back onto the bed as I laid on top of him causing him to moan into my shoulder, as I tried to get up Harry grabbed my waist before flipping us over so he was on top. My heart began to race in my chest the fear building all over my body, but something stopped me from trying to get away maybe it was the adrenaline or something to do with these feelings, "you don't have to do anything you don't want to.." Harry stated, wait wasn't he the one calling the shots and now he's telling me I'm in control? What is with him. His words made something click in my head causing the foreign feeling to return as I threw my hands around his neck and my legs around his waist pulling him closer to me causing our hips to meet and him to breath my name, "if you keep going like this.. I ain't gonna be able to stop.." He moaned into my neck as he left more kisses along my jaw, he quickly threw my arms from around his neck and took off his top in one quick motion. I laid there staring at his toned body, I brought my hand up to run it along his tattoos, as I started to trace the butterfly that was in the middle of his torso, I could feel his heart beat increase and his breathing become heavier, I smiled at the reaction I was getting as I sat up to place a kiss to the middle of his chest causing him to moan my name. I soon realised he had his hands down his trousers, oh god no I can't do this, my legs fell from his waist and my hands pressed to his chest "H-Harry..." I whispered my voice hardly audible as his arm stopped moving "please..." Was all I could say but he seemed to get the message as he stood from the bed and walked to the bathroom, "don't go anywhere or I will find you.." He stated turning to me before shutting the door behind himself. I sat up in the bed and weighed up my options if I ran now he would find me, be angry and who knows what he would do then or I could stay and keep him happy, but I wasn't willing to do anything he wanted I wasn't like that I had pride I wasn't going to throw myself at the first boy that has taken an interest, let alone one that is basically stalking me and kidnapping me in his room. His words ran through my mind from earlier "you don't have to do anything you don't want to..." And with that I sat back on the bed leaning against the headboard. "I'm staying." I stated to myself.

After a few minutes of being left to my own thoughts and having collected my phone and key from the floor and placing it on the bedside table Harry came out of the bathroom, only a towel slipped low around his waist revealing his beautiful v-lines, I bit my lip looking Harry up and down to which he responded with a wink before walking to the draw and pulling out a pair of boxers turning his back to me and dropping the towel to the floor, after a few seconds of staring at the beautiful sight in front of me I brought my hands to my eyes covering my vision. After a few minutes I felt Harry crawl up the bed and stop In front of me before pulling me underneath him as my hands flew to his shoulders for some kind of support, "That's better..." He whispered as his right hand ran up and down my side, he then started to fiddle with the hem of the shirt "take it off." He demanded, causing my eyes to widen and my heartbeat increase "No." I stated plainly, with no emotion what so ever, he thought nothing of it as he smirked at me from above, "But I saved you?" He spoke in a child like voice as he started to make a pouty face causing me to giggle, god he was cute, he was right though i suppose if I repay him by taking my shirt off maybe he would leave me alone after this and move on to some stupid slut just looking for a quicky, but did I really want him to leave me alone? "Please Harry?" I asked trying to make him drop the subject, his smirk dropped and his face became serious but he still remained above me, his beautiful eyes scanning my face, "Stay?" He asked me as his face became hopeful, I nodded my head to which he responded by kissing at my neck hard while mumbling a few thank you's here and there, he rolled over and pulled the covers back so I was able to get in the bed, I slid down the bed so my head rested on the pillow as Harry did the same before pulling the covers back over the both of us and pulling my body back into his as he nuzzled his head into the crook of my neck while leaving kisses on my shoulder, I felt him stop on the part of my shoulder where he had left his mark his lips hovering over the still saw spot on my shoulder before placing a kiss to the spot, "Mine." He mumbled into my skin before leaving one last kiss to my neck and my eyes started to flutter closed and my body began to relax into his touch "Night Night Baby." He mumbled into my ear , "Goodnight Harry." I groaned before drifting off to sleep in the arms of the boy that scared me the most but at the same time made me feel a sense of safety whenever I was around him. The Beautiful Monster.