Home Is Where My Heart Is

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Home Is Where My Heart Is: Part 20

We where nearly there, after about 10 arguments with my mum and countless hours of crying I was finally off to London with Harry but thankfully in the end we got my mum to understand its what I had to do and that I was growing up and t was time to start making my own decisions, she didn't like it but I made we see even if she said no I was still going to go with Harry but I didn't have to she hugged me before I went before whispering something to Harry an then we where gone, on our way to London. We stopped in reading to get some fuel and some drinks, I hopped out of the car only to have my feet swept from beneath me as Harry held me bridal style kissing me, I brought my hands up behind his head deepening the kiss causing him to smile into it, I pulled back keeping my hands around his neck as I played with a few strands of his hair, kissing was something I'd gotten good at now obviously learning from the best an having someone like him to show me and the only thing I knew was how to make him happy so everything was accustomed to his likes as dislikes. "Your cute." I stated tapping his noes, "cute?" He asked raising his eyebrows causing me to giggle, "yeah when you smile when I kiss you." He smiled kissing me once more before pulling away and placing my feet on the ground out letting his hands fall to my waist, "your the cute one." He stated, he removed his hands from my waist and interlocking our fingers as we walked into the service station, "want anything?" He asked placing a kiss to my cheek I thought for a moment then dragging him over to the drinks, "help me find my name?" I asked pointing to the coke bottles causing him to chuckle, after searching for ages we found Harry's name, "I'll just have this one." I said holding it to my chest sweetly smiling at Harry, he grinned at me before placing a quick kiss to my lips, "told you your cute." He spoke pulling back before grabbing a random coke from the shelf and interlocking our fingers once more, he picked up a bag of smarties gesturing them towards me, kind of asking for my approval I nodded my head before we stood in the queue. I stood in front of Harry his arms wrapped around my waist as he still held his packet of smarties and coke bottle, he would leave kisses to my bear shoulder every now and again, I felt kind of awkward seems as I was only in a pair of short shorts and my Rolling Stones vest top, he was at an advantage being able to look down my top, "enjoying the view." I mumbled to Harry as he left yet another kiss to my shoulder, I could hear the smirk in his voice, "don't know what your talking about." He whispered trying to sound innocent which he was far from it. I lightly elbowed him in the stomach as he pretended to be hurt, "ow baby!" He pouted, I kissed the top of his arm as we continued to wait in the queue.

I was walking back to the car Harry not far behind, I was thrown out of thought by the loud roar of an engine coming around the corner, a car flew past me only just missing me I stood there unable to move, I was in total shock I swear my life flashed before my eyes, "JAS!" I heard Harry scream from the other side of the road, I turned to him to see him running towards me he dropped the bags to the floor before picking me up in his arms, I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried me head into the crook of his neck my whole body was shaking I was totally scared i seriously thought that was it for me. He placed me on the floor holding onto my shoulders tightly causing me to wince a little, "Don't ever do that again! You hear me?! Stay with me at all times!" He exclaimed in my face, his face different to any other time I've seen him, tears filled my eyes as I dropped my head to the ground, "h-Harry your hurting me." I whispered as I tried to wriggle out of his grip, he let go of my shoulders dropping them at his sides, "shit." He cursed under his breath taking a step back from me as I started to sob on the spot, I looked up to Harry who was just stood there staring at me, "Jas..I-I'm sorry.." He stuttered still staring at me,I stepped towards Harry throwing my arms around his torso, he seemed sort of scared as he hesitantly wrapped his arms around me resting his chin on the top of my head before he let out a loud sigh, "I'm sorry baby." He whispered, causing me to tighten my grip around him before pulling back leaning up to kiss him, he broke the kiss to pick up the bag from the floor before wrapping his arms around my waist and reconnecting our lips as he started to walk me backwards to the car until I hit the side as his body pressed into mine, he pulled back resting his forehead against mine both our hearts racing in our chests as we struggled to inhale the air around us, "I-sorry Harry." Shit I nearly said it, I nearly said I love you too Harry..would I have meant it or was it just the moment? "Baby it's okay, I-I should be sorry." He stated causing me to jump out if my thoughts, I left a quick kiss to his lips before we for into the car continuing the journey.

We soon pulled up in front of a rather large house in a quiet area, it didn't even seem like we where in London there were hardly any houses around, we carried our bags to the house and then Harry led me to his room, it was already 8pm so I thought I'd leave questions and a tour for tomorrow, I was soon picked up and thrown onto Harry's king size bed causing me to let out a little squeal as I hit the mattress, Harry soon climbed on to of me attacking me with kisses everywhere, down my neck, shoulder, chest and soon my stomach causing me to moan and un intentionally running my nails down his back after we had both left our tops on his bedroom floor and let's just say everyone was pleased with the night, we didn't go all the way but we went far enough my body reacting to all the new feelings that pleased Harry and Myself until I fell asleep once again in the arms of my Beautiful Monster.