Home Is Where My Heart Is

Im Leaving

Home is Where my heart is: Part 7

I woke up to light pouring in through the window of Harry's bedroom, today was my last day in London and even though this boy scared me more than anything something last night changed.. The way he didn't force me to do anything, the way he ASKED me to stay with him was he really the monster I thought he was and Was I really just a game to him..or something else. My thoughts were interrupted when I felt a pair if lips on my shoulder as my head was laid on Harry's chest, I listening to his steady heartbeat Until I felt Harry start to kiss along my shoulder causing my body to shiver under his touch, "Morning Baby.." He mumbled in his morning voice, does this boy get anymore perfect.. Wait what am I saying, shut it Jas. I snuggled into Harry's chest as I closed my eyes once again "Morning Haz." I replied sweetly, what? A nick name? "Shit, sorry Harry.." I mumbled as I buried my head into his naked chest, "Don't be Baby, I like it." He soothed as he stared to run his hands up and down my back and sides, causing me to wriggle, "Harry it tickles!" I screeched as his hand stopped just above my waist, "Ahh so your ticklish." He stated more to himself then to me as he started to tickle my sides causing me to start giggling uncontrollably and roll around the bed, "Harry Stop!" I screamed through giggles causing Harry to laugh while he continues to tickle my sides until I rolled on top of him, this seemed to surprise him as he just stared up at me as I bit my lip and rested my hands either side of his head, he started to lean up to me his eyes flicking between my eyes and lips and before I could stop myself I started to lean down. Our foreheads rested against each others as we stared in each others eyes, our breathing shaky as he brushed his lips against mine causing my eyes to flutter closed until I heard my phone vibrate on the side. I jumped off of Harry causing him to let a loud sigh escape his lips, I grabbed my phone and unlocked it only to have Kara shouting down the phone at me, "where the fuck are you!? I need food!" What was I going to say, I couldn't tell her I was with Harry I'd never hear the end of it "I-I'm on my way to get your food!" It had to be one of the perks to being Kara's friend, she never got hangovers she just ate and ate, "Well hurry up then!" She shouted at me before putting the phone down on me, bitch, I put my phone on the side as I ran my fingers through my messy blonde hair while looking over at Harry who was sat with his back to me, a wave of confidence running through my body as I crawled over the bed, wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his chest while I leant my head on his shoulder, I couldn't believe I was doing this but something was changing.. My feeling for Harry were changing and I couldn't stop them and it was starting to scare me, of course he scared me but I feel he isn't the monster he makes out... Maybe he's miss under stood, "I'm leaving today..." I whispered as I kept my head resting on his shoulders, he leant his head on mine while he started to run his hands along my arms humming in response.

We sat there in silence as Harry rocked us side to side humming along to some old rock song, "stay." He spoke as he stopped rocking us side to side, stay? He really wanted me to stay, but how could I..I hardly knew him and I had responsibilities, "Harry..I can't..." I spoke my voice shaky as my heart beat started to increase, I felt Harry take a deep breath before exhaling "Say goodbye baby." I could hear the pain in his voice and it broke my heart, I couldn't deny it anymore I was falling for him..the beautiful monster. He stood up from the bed as I scrambled back on the bed shocked from the sudden movement, Harry saw and his face softened as he took my hands pulling my body into his and wrapping his arms around my waist as he kisses along my shoulder and up my neck, "it's okay baby....ill be watching you." He spoke between kisses, my heart fluttered in my chest as he pulled away from me, I threw my arm around his neck pulling his face down to mine as I placed a kiss to his lips, a quick yet meaningful one. As I pulled away I saw Harry had his eyes closed as if he was savouring the kiss. I picked up my things and walked to the door and opening it, "Bye Haz." I said sweetly as I turned to him before turning back and walking out, "bye Baby." Harry whispered, the pain in his voice still audible and my heart broke. He went from the boy that scared me the most to the boy I was falling for....and I couldn't stop it.

I went and collected all the food I could for Kara before returning to the room, I opened the door seeing Kara sat on the sofa dressed and ready to go..."Shit." I cursed, today we were going to meet some old mates it was the hole point in coming to London, I threw the food at Kara before heading to the shower only to have my wrist taken in another hand, I turned to see Jaydee looking at me with an expression of 'well?' On her face, "I stayed with Harry." I stated, I didn't care anymore if they knew the only thug I wanted to do now was get today over with and go home, back to Devon where there was no such drama as there was in London, "Wow! Jas is getting some!" Kara yelled with a mouth full of food causing me to roll my eyes before turning to Jaydee once more "well did you..ya know?" She stuttered searching my face for any sort of clue, "OF COURSE I DIDN'T!" I snapped, I didn't mean to but my emotions were all over the place I was confused and had no one to talk to. I yanked my wrist from Jaydee grip before walking into the bathroom slamming the door behind me. When I got out the shower it was already time to go, neither of the girls talking to me as they walked down the hall together as I trailed behind them, as we neared Harry's room my heart began to race in my chest and for once wishing him to come out of his room and grab me, but not this time disappointment ran through my body as me started to walk down the stairs. When we got to our friends the girls changed, they started to talk to me and to be honest lunch was pretty enjoyable, we took pictures together and before I knew it, it was time for us to leave. We said out goodbyes and made our way back to hotel. We packed our bags and we were ready to go, I was happy to go home but only one thing ran through my mind....Harry. We walked down the hall and returned our key at the desk before making our way to the taxi until I heard my name being called, "JASMINE!...JAZZ!...BABY...." I turned around and there he was....