Home Is Where My Heart Is

Too Far

Home Is where my heart is: Part 9

'I lifted my head an there they where......'

The one person I wanted to see right now..Harry. I couldn't believe my eyes, how the hell did he get here, how did he know where to go and why was he here. Before I could think anymore he had stepped into my house grabbing me by my waist and attaching his lips too mine, I fell into the kiss every part of me wanted Harry, he ran his tongue along my bottom lip and slipped into my mouth as I wrapped my legs around his waist as he pushed me up against the wood of my closed front room door but not once breaking the kiss, the kiss became more and more heated by the second as I fisted at his curls causing him to moan into my mouth and I smiled into it. "What the fuck? Who are you?!" Harley exclaimed from the top of the stairs, oh shit I totally forgot she was here, Harry kept me up against the door not taking his eyes off of me as I stared at my friend. He started to kiss along my shoulder making his way up my neck, "I-it's H-Harry..." I stuttered, Harry was completely distracting my thoughts as he started to suck on my neck the cold metal of his piercing pushing against my skin, "Okay well...um..shall I go or..?" Harley stuttered, noway was I gonna throw her our for Harry, I released my legs from around his waist as I slipped away from him and walking up the stairs, "Nice pants!" Harry shouted behind me, I turned around winking at him as I made my way into my room with Harley close behind. We started to chat again, I was gonna play this cool see how Harry reacted, I heard the door close downstairs and then footsteps coming towards my room, "Oh baby..where are yooouuu?!" Harry sang causing both me and Harley to start giggling and I heard Harry's footsteps once again and the creak of my wooden floor as he appeared in the door and I pretended not to notice him and kept talking to Harley sending her a wink so she knew what I was doing, she seemed to understand completely as she sent a wink back. We kept chatting until Harry climbed onto the bed putting a hand either side of me as I tried to took around him to continue speaking to my friend, he started to kiss up my arm along my shoulder and up my neck causing me to stutter some of my words as I frantically tried to keep my cool, "you know you can't ignore me baby." Harry mumbled into my neck as he started to suck at the skin once again causing me to stop what I was saying, "H-Harry..I'm trying to talk.." I stated to him as he continued to suck at the skin in different places, "but...I...just...got...here.." He mumbled between kisses causing Harley to giggle, "you know what, I'm gonna go you obviously have some catching up to do." Harley said standing from the bed and winking at me, I crawled from under Harry causing him to groan and fall into the pillow as I saw my friend off, "don't do anything I wouldn't do." She said giggling as I shut the door locking it behind her before making my way back up to Harry, I stopped outside the door for a few minutes trying to compose myself, "okay jazz don't get carried away, don't do anything you feel you can't, know your limit and don't get caught in the heat of the Moment." I whispered to myself before opening the door and stepping into the room.

I walked into the room seeing Harry looking around at all the posters, "Whatcha doin?" I sang as I wrapped my arms around his waist from behind as he looked at a poster of a boy from some band that I liked, "you like this boy?" He asked turning to look at me with a huge grin on his face, oh this was gonna be fun, "Yeah I thinks he's just lush!" I exclaimed and his face dropped into a frown before pointing to another, "how about this one?" He asked as his tone started to become more playful, I looked at the picture of the boy in the poster, piercings on his face, tattoos up his neck he reminded me of Harry a little, "hmm I so would." I mumbled as I bit my lip still staring at the picture, suddenly my feet had left the ground causing me to squeal and I was thrown onto the bed, "I'll show you lush." Harry mumbled as he climbed onto the bed placing a hand either side of my head as he started to lean down to me, he brushed his noes against my cheek as his lips brushed my own, "oh yeah?" I questioned pushing my hips into his causing him to pin me down onto my single bed,"yeah." He stated before resting his body on top of mine, placing his hands either side of my head as his lips smashed into my own his tongue slipping into my mouth with no hesitation as he started to push his hips into my own, new feelings rushing through my body as I played with the hem of his shirt I started to tug at it a little, his lips left mine to soon as he sat up in between my legs pulling his t-shirt off in one quick motion throwing it to the floor before he quickly returned to my lips. The feelings in my body where completely new like nothing I had ever felt before, I didn't know what they where, what to do to calm them, or to get rid of them, wether they were good or wether they were bad the only thing I knew was they gave me confidence and caused my body to tense and shake, I started to run my hands up and down Harry's naked torso causing him to moan into my mouth, the smile on my face grew causing me to pull away from the kiss as I rested my arms on his shoulders while playing with his hair, he started to play with the hem of the shirt I was wearing, shit I totally forgot I was only wearing my t-shirt what the fuck was I gonna do, I was snapped out of thought by Harry kissing my neck, "please?" He mumbled into my skin as he pressed hard kisses along my neck and shoulder, my body began to shake I didn't know what to do, he brushed some hair out of my face, "i promise baby that's as far as it will go.." He said staring into my eyes as I stared back his face was full of truth every word was believable and sincere. I sat up allowing Harry to slip off my shirt while he threw it on top of his own before grabbing my arms and pinning me back down to the bed as he re-attached his lips to mine.

The kiss seemed to last forever until Harry started to push his hips into my own causing my breath to hitch and to moan into the kiss this only encouraged Harry as he carried on his motion, the new feeling rushing threw my body like nothing before it was amazing like nothing I had ever felt in my life. His motion increased and before I could control myself I was running my fingernails down his back causing short low moans to escapes Harry's lips, he suddenly broke away from the kiss sitting up as he started to fiddle with his belt, my eyes widened and a rush of realisation ran through my head, I couldn't do this, how did I even let it go this far in the first place this wasn't me. I sat up placing my hands over Harry's causing him to stop fiddling with his belt and look up into my eyes, wow they were dark like that night he pulled me into his room the first time, "Harry..please.." I whispered still out of breath, his hands dropped from his belt and his face dropped to the floor the regret was clear in his actions, I didn't want him to feel bad about this I shouldn't have let it go that far, I knew it would be hard for him to stop at some point and I had driven him to that point, if anything it was my fault, I placed my slim fingers under his chin lifting it to my eye level placing a sweet kiss to his lips as he closed his eyes, "I'm sorry Harry.." I breathed before throwing my arms around his torso and snuggling into his chest, I felt him let out a heavy sigh as he started to rub circles into my back... "Don't worry baby..I shouldn't have gotten myself into that state." He whispered into my hair leaving a kiss to the top of my head, "but can I ask you something?" He said the smile clear in his voice, "anything Haz." I stated as I started to trace one of the swallows on his chest causing goose bumps to form under my touch, "You've never done anything have you? Like with a boy?" He asked and I stopped tracing the tattoo, shit would he think I was pathetic if I told him the truth...? Or if I lied would he try something a little out of my league..I slowly built up the courage as I started to trace the tattoo once again before placing a kiss too it, "Your the first Harry, you know..you know when I kissed you before I left yesterday?" I asked as I continued to trace the tattoo "hmmm.." Was all he replied, "well...umm...that was my first kiss...."