me and dan were laying on the grass, looking up at the stars, and just talking basically.
"dan" i said,
"yeah?"
"your dad abused you."
dans face turned ghostly pale.
"n-no he didn't, where did you get that from?"
"dan, i saw it, and i stopped it."
"you're the one who called the cops on my dad?!" he shouted,
"yes, something needed to be done dan and-"
"nonononono, you don't get it phil! he'll come back and be so much angrier than before!"
"then he won't find you."
"yes he will! he always does!"
"ill keep you safe dan, i promise."
"WHY COULDNT YOU HAVE JUST FORGOTTEN WHAT YOU SAW?!!!" he screamed,
"BECAUSE ITS HARD TO FORGET SEEING THE LOVE OF MY LIFE GET A BEER BOTTLE SMASHED OVER HIS HEAD!" i screamed back,
he went silent,
"you..love me?"
i sighed, "yes, dan, i've loved you from the start."
dan looked down at the grass, twirling his flower crown between his fingers,
"i love you too.."
i smiled.
just being around dan made me all happy, i felt butterflies in my stomach and i couldn't think about anything but him,
because i love dan,
and dan loves me too.
but you don't lie to the one who you love.
you just don't.
you don't use the one you love phil.
tell him.
no.
tell him phil. now.
no.
you're going to lose him.
he's going to hate you.
no, he wouldn't, he won't.
phil tried his best to shut out the voice in his head, he wouldn't hate him, he couldn't.
he loves me.
