He is alone in his trailer with a bottle of beer in his hand, after an exhausting and chaotic shift in the hospital, this is the first time he achieved silence and calm ambiance. Moments like this makes his mind to wander and welcomes thoughts from his subconscious -- the image of her, their last goodbye and their memories together playing fast track like in a motion picture inside his head. He is sensing the pain and deep rooted feeling of longing once again, he gulped the last content of his beer, tears moisten his eyes - he hate that feeling, he's involved with someone else now but the memories of her still hunts him. She is the love of his life, she was his family, his world, she is imprinted into his mind, hard to forget, impossible to erase. He has history having difficulty letting go of traumatic experiences and verbalizing his true feelings - yet he is trying to move on and step forward now by building a new relationship, but he knows deep inside his heart and mind he can't or maybe he won't, because no matter how much he convince himself to have a new life, it does not change the fact that... there will always be only one Her.
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Three Words That You Know I Feel For You.
FanfictionThree words. It maybe I miss you, I love you, take care now, see you soon or please come back. There are a lot of three words they want to say to each other and know they feel for each other but there's always something holding them back. But one t...
