Three Words That You Know I Feel For You.

Cristina : The Man in her dreams.

Owen hand overs the baby to her. It was unimaginable at first, she never expected that she'll be on this situation. She never thought that with just one touch, her perspective changed - How could she think that this precious child is a mistake, it is a miracle, a gift of life. She is used to saving lives - operating patients to extend their time, to make their hearts beat again, and whenever she's doing her job, she is always feeling ecstatic. But now, it's differet yet the feeling is the same,  she did not just saved one's life but she gave birth to one - she carried this tiny human being, whom hearts grew within her, the sound of it's soft cries --turns into an alarm tone of her phone.  Cristina woke up startled, not satisfied of a few hours nap she throws the pillow she is hugging on her slumber earlier, she just had a dream -- a very weird one, no wonder it just lies within her subconscious, she is not ready to act onto that kind of situation, just no, motherhood is not included of the roles she wants to take in her precious life at this moment. Yet, the dream exposes her longing to him, she remembers his image on her dream..his smile, his eyes full of happiness as he gave their child to her, she wonders if what will happen to their life if they compromised to save their relationship but reality kicks in so fast when she saw what time it is so, she immediately forgets the idea before getting up she looked at her bedside table where the picture of him and her lies, how is he now in Seattle? Is he doing great? ... ahh why does this become her habit to think of him every morning, well he's always in her dreams so no wonder why and like always , she stood up prepare to go to work - another new day in Zurich.