kik // phan

17

dans pov;

as soon as phil hung up, i felt alone. well, i always was alone, but that's not the point. it would be nice to constantly be connected with phil, to go to the same school as he did, live in the same area, all that kind of stuff. i know i'm phil trash #1 and i only stalked him on the internet to the point where all he could see was me, but i feel lonely. phil is my sunshine and he lightens up my days..always.

i knew me and phil stayed up late, but i didn't realise that it was actually 3AM when our call was finished, and i have to be up for school in 4 hours. shit. 

honestly, there was no use in me trying to get any form of rest, as i'm not so lucky to get to sleep easily. i guess you could say i had insomnia. i slid myself into the fluffy covers of my duvet and just stared at the ceiling, trying to process and bring together my thoughts from the last few hours.

before i tried to fall into a deep slumber, i picked my phone up for the last time and shot my little philip one last message.

danisreallyonfire☀️: that was the most fun i've ever had.

and there, i actually fell asleep, with the thoughts of my beautiful, loving philip.

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honestly i'm so downhill currently so this sucks

unedited ill get around to it one day oml

longer chapter next hopefully!! 

i also have another fanfiction called fear!!!

yall should head over there and read it LOL

enjoy your days!!☀️☀️