Am I really going to live my life by letting it fade away into unachievable dreams?
So many possibilities but none can satisfy me.
I wish I could stop worrying about our God that holds our future between his paper fingers.
I wish I could do what I truly want without fearing bankruptcy.
Sadly, I don't even know what I truly want myself?
So, for now, I'll stand in order waiting for my next command.
Perhaps, I'll spend my life dreaming and waiting?
Who knows?
