CLOUDED MINDS , NATE MALOLEY

.3// big brother johnson

kassidy

i shot up from my bed, the silent alarm going off. i couldn't have it up louder, because they'd get mad and throw it, so i have to keep it down. i got up taking a shower and getting dressed.

i brushed my hair and teeth, grabbing my keys and bag and heading out the door. i jumped into my car and drove away to the high school. i still hate this fucking school.

i wish it would burn to the fucking ground. i walk in going to first period, i wish i could run away, but what happened the last time i don't want it to be like that again.

~flashback~

i slid on my shoes and backpack. i jumped out of the window and slid down the tiled roof, i fell onto the ground with a thud. the light turned on as i raced across the field.

there was no way in hell that i was gonna stay there. no fucking way. my adoptive father ran after me, i tried to run faster. i ran down the road of my neighborhood.

he was catching up to me, i swerved from car, my adoptive dad swooped me up as i beat on his shoulder.

"let me go! let me fucking go, you abusive bastard!" he growled and ran back to the house. he threw me on the couch and kneeled down beside me.

"what the fuck do you think you're doing, dumbass!" he kicked me as i screeched, he looked down at me. "you think running away is gonna help," he snatched me up by the hair picking me up. "just like your sister!" he slammed my head back down.

the tears running down.

~flashback ends~

he did more, but i don't want to think about it. i don't even wanna hear his name. nate and swazz sat down turning to me with a little grin.

"maybe we should add you to more groupchats?" swazz suggested, i looked up at him, chuckling.

"and i dare that madison chick to say something to me." i said, swazz laughed. nate looked at me, and looked away. the smile on my face disappeared, i turned back to the board.

what did i do to him?

i shook my head watching as our history teacher rambled on about things. i couldn't get nate out of my head. what have i done to him? i sighed.

maybe its because you're you, and he doesn't like you.

just like everybody else.

swazz doesn't like you.

nate doesn't like you.

nobody. likes. You.

your sister doesn't like you, that's why she ran away.

your aunt doesn't like you, thats why she's no where to be seen.

your family doesn't like you.

i stood up hearing the bell ring. i walked out of the class faster than ever.  i did nothing to nate so why was he acting all bitchy. i walked to my second period class.

nate just wouldn't leave my mind. i did nothing. at least i think i did nothing. i sat down in my seat, looking around the room. i had no friends in this class, or at all.

school ended as i made my way to my locker. i gathered my book bag and keys, i plugged in my ear phones and started walking out playing my music. my head down, keys in my hand.

i sighed, i toppled over when a sudden force hit me off guard. a stupid fucking jock.

"get the hell off me!" i yelled, pulling myself off the ground.