kassidy
i was scared because nate wanted to sneak in. i'm just praying we dont get caught.
nate: i'm here what we doin?
kassidy: jus wait at the door im coming
i put my phone down tip toeing downstairs so i could let nate in. i slowly opened the door and hugged nate. i held his hand while we slowly walked through the house. i got nate to my room where we sat on the bed.
"where's benjy?" he asked.
"in his room." he nodded we laid down on the bed.
"so this is your house?" i nodded.
"its uh cute." i chuckled.
"its okay to say its not. i hate it here." he chuckled rubbing my shoulder blade.
"i understand, kass." i had looked him in the eye.
"when you were talking about love at first sight.. was it.. me?" i asked, he smiled pushing my hair back.
"i thought you'd figure it out the night we talked about it." my heart sped up.
"you love me, nate?" instead of answering, he brought my face down and kissed me. my body relaxed as i climbed on top of him, my hands holding me up.
"do you love me?" he asked, i smiled in response. he flipped us over and began to roughly kiss me. i slid off his shirt, keeping my tank top on. he kissed down my neck, i gasped softly.
"kassidy?" i heard benjy's voice, nate quickly moved aside as we stared at benjy in the darkness.
"shit." nate muttered, trying to find his shirt.
"yes, benjy?" i spoke back, he rubbed his eyes.
"i had a nightmare." he responded, nate looked at me questioning what to do.
"come here, hunny." benjy closed the door behind him and sluggishly walked to my bed, nate scooted towards the wall to make room for benjy.
"are you okay, little buddy?" nate asked him, benjy nodded and turned towards me.
"hi, nate." benjy said causing nate to chuckle.
"hi, benjy." benjy relaxed and laid his head on my chest while i played with his hair. nate wrapped his arm around the both of us.
"please don't ever leave me, kassidy." benjy said softly, i kissed his head.
"i would never, benjy." he nodded and began to drift to sleep. being in bed with my two favorite people felt at home and now i couldnt wait till i was out of this house and it would only be benjy, nate, and i.
"you're cute when you're being a big sister." nate teased making me roll my eyes.
"shut up." i said playfully, nate leaned over to kiss my head and continued to hold benjy and i. being in his arms made me feel safe. i guess benjy felt the same. i fell asleep to the feeling of nate's touch.
when i woke up i started to panic. nate was still asleep and so was benjy. no, what if they catch him? please, lord dont let them hurt nate. i began to wake him up.
"nate, nate, wake up! you have to get up." his eyes slowly opened and he groaned.
"no, baby, lemme sleep. please." he begged closing his eyes.
"no, nate, seriously. its literally morning and if my dad catches you we're both in deep shit." he groaned.
"okay, okay, babygirl, i'm up." he sat up and rubbed his eyes. benjy was wrapped around nate but slightly slid down due to nate getting up.
"we have school too, shit." i said rubbing my head.
"why cant we just skip?" i shook my head.
"no, nate. lets just get ready get benjy up and we'll leave, okay?" he sighed.
"i have no clothes, baby, and if i go home im staying home today." i sighed.
"just wear mine." i said, he furrowed his eyebrows.
"kassidy, i'm not wearing your clothes!" i rolled my eyes.
"i have nike hoodie and grey joggers, you can wear those." he shook his head.
"i'm not wearing your clothes, baby." i tilted my head.
"why?" i chuckled.
"they're girls!" i face palmed, i got up and searched nate some clothes, he looked at them.
"they'll be fine, nate." he sighed and started stripping, and my god he had a body. realizing i was staring i got up to change.
"kassidy, for real?" he sighed turning around in the mirror.
"you look good, nate, jeez." i giggled while he crossed his arms.
"kass, this aint funny." that only made me laugh more.
"you look fine." he shook his head grabbing his bag.
"fine." he woke up benjy while i changed, in the mirror nate kept looking at himself. all of us were ready so we went to my car. benjy was barely awake.
"this still feels weird." nate complained.
"for the love of god, nate, you look fine." he sighed.
"oh my god. kass, these are tight. my dick finna pop through." i laughed.
"thats your problem." he sighed.
"it'll be your problem when every girl runs up to me." i turned to him with a look.
"and it'll be your problem when you dont wake up to see the next day." he softly chuckled, i pulled up to the drop off at benjy's school watching him walk in and blow me a kiss. next i drove nate and i to school.
"kass, forreal lemme just go back home. this really aint right." i laughed and shook my head.
"you're fine, baby, calm down." he sighed and walked in with me. looking everywhere to make sure nobody noticed he was wearing my clothes. we met up with the boys while they stared and laughed at us.
"nate who swapped your clothes, dawg!" john teased and nate sighed staring at me. i was hiding my giggle.
"fuck alla yall." he sat down at our breakfast table. he laid his head on the table while i sat next to him. i hugged him from behind while sliding my hand on his thigh.
"in my opinion, i think you look good in gray." i leaned over to kiss his neck.
"lie again, kassidy." he muttered, i giggled holding onto his neck.
"come on, baby. you gonna believe me or the boys?" i questioned, he looked up and sighed.
"you, princess." i laughed.
"good choice, he stood up and hugged me. since i was shorter than him i kissed his chin. which still made him smile and made my body tingle.
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Fanfictionkassidy isnt what they thought she'd be, she's just a girl with a clouded mind. {WARINING; sexual content, suicide reference, trigger warnings, self harm, abuse, and lastly drug use} squad member; nate maloley