Voice of The Past (Completed)

12.

I sat up in my sleeping bag immediately. It was early in the morning and still a bit dark. I stand up and remember where I am. I see that Oliver's bag is empty. I go down the stairs. Into the room with the pillows, where I see hoodie boy. Once he notices me he quickly stands up but he doesn't say a word.

-Morning?- I say after a while trying to break the silence.

-G-good morning.- I wonder why he's stuttering. I realize he's hiding something. I probably got a big grin on my face. 

I peek behind him before he can move and see a pair of women's underwear. Actually they were mine. Then I realize i'm not wearing any underwear. He must've taken them off me while I was sleeping! My eyes widen a little. I see him blushing.

-What the hell!? Fucking pervert! – I take a few steps forward ready to hit him.

- I-its not what you think, I swear!- I stare at him with a disgusted expression.

-Then what's going on?- I was on the verge of punching him in the nose.

- Well... its hard to believe but actually... Fate is a sleepwalker and sometimes... S-she can be a big pervert and stuff.- He's as red as a tomato... he's kinda cute when he's embarrassed. 

Maybe i should just let this go. But first i have to punish him. I slap him lightly across the face. He looks a bit surprised.Then I giggle a bit. I walk up to him and whisper in his ear.

- You better not be lying to me, hoodie boy.- I give him a quick peck on his boiling hot cheek and then get my underwear from the ground. 

After that I go upstairs and get changed into my normal clothes. I cant face that perverted boy yet. I take a little nap.

When I wake up the sun is out. I yawn and sit up slowly. Then I realize i'm not where I fell asleep. Someone moved me downstairs to the pillow room while I was sleeping. I stand up. There's no one else here. I go down the hall that leads to the front door which I find wide open. I hear some laughing. I notice that everyone is playing with a soccer ball. They're so dumb. But before I can go back inside someone notices me and yells.

-Amanda! You're finally awake. Come play with us!- Guh! It's the happy pony. 

I pretend I didn't hear her and walk back into the house. Amanda you need to go home. You know you're not an independent person! If you don't go home soon something could happen! Fine, i don't feel like having you whine all the time. I go upstairs to see if any of my stuff is there. At some point I hear somebody coming up the stairs. I look that way and see Dorian. He's tired. Must have been running a bunch. There's no way I could play with them... I'd probably collapse.

-Hey. What are you doing? And why don't you come play with us? Its so fun.- He says.

-Unless you want to take me to the hospital I doubt you want that. And i'm getting my stuff... I need to get home.- I keep looking around just in case I forgot something.

-I thought you were running away... should've known this would happen. Guess I misjudged you.- He says the last part in a half disgusted half hopeful voice. I smile to myself.

-Idiot. I would have ditched my parents a long time ago if I could've. But I have problems as you probably know already. So I can't just run away from home because unlike you I choose to take responsibility for some things rather than just run away all the time. – I can't stop smiling as I talk since what I just said doesn't apply to me at all.

-I'm not a runaway and neither are they. Except for Oliver. But he has his own problems. - Once I hear that hoodie boy is a runaway I stop looking for a bit to process it then I keep going.

-I don't care. - I try to sound like I really don't but the truth is that for some strange reason I kind of do...

-Ok, whatever. Just please stay. I don't want my friends to think I made a bad choice in letting you come here and they might not trust me again. - He says. 

I think for a bit. Not sure what to do. I look at Dorian and see the hope in his eyes. Amanda, no!

-You're so annoying. Fine, I'll stay. Oh, and I still remember your secret from yesterday. - I stare at him with an evil grin. He starts blushing.

-P-please don't tell her! - He keeps pleading for a while until I finally swear I won't tell although I had my fingers crossed behind my back so I didn't really promise anything. But that made me feel a bit happier.

-But I want to go to school from now on. And you're coming too. - He stares at me confused. I wasn't serious but i wanted to mess with him. Of course He didn't catch on.

What are you doing? It would be better to just stay here! There's no need to go back to school. Shut up. I decided I wanna. If this is about the boy- It's not! So shut up. My mom won't go looking for me and I doubt my dad will care so just leave me alone. I like it more when you stay silent.

I must have had an angry expression on my face because Dorian seemed a bit concerned.

-Hey, are you ok? -

-Im fine. Could you leave me alone for a bit? I'll be right down. - He then left the room quietly without a fuss. 

I went to sit down on my sleeping bag. We need to have a talk. About what? About your decisions. Guh! You're such a drag. I can't believe I ever liked you. You're so annoying. You can't go to school! I can do whatever the hell I want. And i was just joking! You're so fucking dumb. 

I stood up and went downstairs. They were still playing in the yard... even Boo is with them. Ugh... I hate them. I sit down with my back to the wall. I cant help it and I start thinking about Jason... Stop it!

-Shut up...- I murmur to myself. Good that no one's around.

Amanda. You should go play with them. It'll be fine. What? Are you my fucking mom? You know I'll pass out or maybe worse... But soon after that terrible conversation my mind wanders back to the blond pig who makes my heart run a marathon every time I see him. His blond hair... like sand in a desert I cant get out of. Or his eyes... like an ocean. A stupid ocean I keep drowning in. I pull my hood to cover my face because it's really red. 

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Sorry for posting later than usual! Hope you enjoyed this chapter! I feel like it sucks but... whatever.

The pic of the chapter is hoodie boy/Oliver.

 See ya tomorrow! x3