The overwhelming sense of insecurity that comes with simply existing. The fact I have wrung my hands to the point my knuckles are raw, or that I shake so hard when I am talking about myself that I cannot even hold a glass of water. Maybe it is a common problem. Maybe it is something broken in me. I get anxious worrying about if my anxiety is a problem in itself to the point I am scared to do things I enjoy.
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Sillage
SpiritualSillage (n): The impression left in space after something has gone. "I, forever will sink in the remnants Of vocal impressions, As my body melts into the hands of silence; Me, Heavy with recollection"
