Everything and What's Inbetween

Addictions

I'm too complicated,

I feel hated

If this keeps going on I see horrible predictions,

What can fix these dangerous addictions?

So frustrated

This killing drug

Confiscated

I created and dictated this cruel world inside my head

Soon I will be dead

If I don't stop slicing to see the dark red

I'm too complicated

With these dangerous addictions

As I'm waiting, I feel overrated

Sitting in this blinding white room

Will this be my tomb?

I feel like a mummy

A simple band-aid won't fixed all of this

My parents think I'm a dummy

I'm falling into the immortal abyss

Somebody please

Help me

I'm too complicated

I am hated

My life is a work of sucky fanfiction

My life feels like a balloon, deflated

Nothing in this world can fix these dangerous addictions

Judged by those I know

And hated by those who don't

It's harder than I thought,

Demons are everywhere, fighting to get in

I will not get caught

Throw away that bottle of gin

Relapse is not happening

Slightly maddening

Pain is felt

At least I know I'm still living

Sadness will melt

Cause death is unforgiving

I shall win

It might be sin

Because I don't know my rival

Humans are complicated

I tell myself I am not hated

I will change these dangerous addictions