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How long has it been this way?


Always these fake double dates.

Always different girls
and different names
and different uniforms
and different perfumes.

When really, they all just wanted him.

It was painfully obvious to see,

but why did I still agree to go on them?


Sometimes, they glared at me.
Mumbling under their breaths. Don't misunderstand.


Sometimes, they were impatient.
Locking my lips before I could say anything,

putting my hands around their waist,

straddling me like an object.

A substitute?


Sometimes, they were nice and sweet.
I'd think to myself, maybe.

A conversation going around in a meaningless

circle.

And once

their friend was done with Takeshi,

no more contact.

If you asked me, 

I couldn't even tell you what we talked about.

Because while we were

sitting next to each other

our hearts couldn't have been further apart.


Ah.

It's because...

We were all the same.

They were using me

and I was using them.

To forget just for a moment,

that I was


lonely.



But...

rain girl.

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