More Than A Fangirl

Chapter 20

(A/N: I'm not even gonna make an excuse to why I haven't updated in ages. I really couldn't be bothered but I really want to write more so here's a new chapter)
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You decided to move back home. In 2 days you would be moving out of London and back to your old life. You packed up all your stuff so your flat was quite bare. You decided to go for one last walk around London. You would miss London so much. It was your favourite place in the world but nothing was working out here. You had no friends and not a lot of money. As you were walking out of your flat you walked into Phil.

Your POV
"Oh hi! Sorry about that." I said after I walked into him. A smile spread across his face. "Y/n!" He quickly pulled me into a hug. "I missed you Y/n. So much." Phil said. "I missed you too!" I replied. I didn't realise how much until now. "I was just about to go to Starbucks. Wanna come?" He asked. "Yes!" I said very enthusiastically.

It was so much fun catching up with Phil. I miss him. "So how's your job going?" He asked taking a sip of his drink. "It's okay I guess. It's not exciting or anything. I get paid enough for food and bills and stuff but that's about it." I told him taking a sip of my drink. "Why don't you try looking for another job? One that you actually enjoy doing?" He questioned. I need to tell him I'm leaving London.

He was still looking at me waiting for an answer. "Phil in 2 days I'm leaving. I'm leaving London and I'm moving back home." I said looking down at my cup. "What? Why?!" He asked with a worried tone in his voice. "Things aren't working out here Phil. I have no friends here, no family, I hate my job and overall I hate my life. My life is so boring." I complained to Phil.

Phil stares at me thinking about what to say. "What about me and Becky? What about Aimée and Dan? Are we not your friends?" He asked looking hurt. "Of course you're all my friends but I haven't spoken to you in so long and I don't think Dan even wants to be my friend." I said sounding upset.

Phil paused for a few seconds. "Y/n...." I looked up at him. "Dan loves you. He's always loved you." Phil said looking at me. I knew he wasn't lying. Phil can't keep a straight face when he lies. "He does?" I questioned. "Of course he does........but he's been acting different lately. He's not himself. He's not happy. Remember when we were all friends and we would play video games and have fun and Dan wouldn't stop smiling? Well it hasn't been like that in so long. He's been eating less and missing meals. He spends all day in his room. I know he misses you so much Y/n. Do you still love him?" Phil spoke.

"Yes. Of course I still love him. I've loved him since the first time I watched his videos. He has Jessica though." I was almost crying by this point. "Dan has Jessica. He's with her not me. I'm still going to leave London." I told Phil. He looked like he was about to cry too. "If it's what you need to do then okay. But I'm going to Skype you everyday." Phil insisted. I chuckled. "Of course we'll Skype." I said.

We continued to talk about random things for another hour until we decided to head back to the flats. When I got to my flat I hugged phil goodbye and went straight to my bed to watch Netflix.

Phil's POV
Y/n went back to her flat and i went to mine. Jessica was talking to Dan about some random crap. I could tell Dan's mind was elsewhere. Once jessica left a bit later i decided to speak to Dan. "Dan I need to talk to you!" I called from the livingroom. Dan was in the kitchen. He walked through with a bowl of cereal in his hand. He sat down in his sofa crease and I began talking.

"Dan please break up with Jessica." I begged. "What? Why?" He asked slightly angry and confused. "Jessica's making you miserable." I pointed out. He just sat there eating some more cereal. "Dan do you still love Y/n?" I ask turning to him after a few minutes of silence. He looked up from his cereal and nodded slowly and put his cereal on the table. "Then why don't you end it with Jessica and tell Y/n how you really feel?" I questioned.

"Because Phil, Y/n will never feel the same way I feel about her." Dan dropped his head into his hands. "You're wrong Dan." I pointed out. "Y/n loves you more than anything. She's just too scared to tell you. She thinks you don't see her as anything more than a fangirl." I explained.

"Really?" Dan asked. I nodded. In what seems like forever Dan was smiling. He was genuinely smiling. This is the happiest I've ever seen him. Dan called up Jessica and spent over an hour breaking up with her.

When he was done he went to get some food. "Dan I forgot to tell you something." I called to him from my room. I walked through into the kitchen where he was making spaghetti for tea (dinner). He stopped what he was doing and turned to me. "Y/n's moving back to her hometown." His smile soon dropped. "When?" He asked. "In 2 days." I told him. "I need to tell her how I feel right now!" He said getting up of the sofa. He ran towards Y/n's flat. He began banging on the door. After a minute Y/n answered.
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(A/N: Hey guys! I really hope you enjoyed this chapter! I cant wait to upload a new one. Okay Bai c: x)