So here is the man I hate, sleeping on my couch and begging for my love. What shall I do now? I can stab him and end it all right now. But that is not the case. It's easy to fall in love, but it's harder to stay in love. That's about it. I'll use this to my advantage, make see that I do love him. All part of the game.
His remained closed for about fifteen minutes after I had been sitting next to him. He had a horrible stench of alcohol topped with sweat, which did made me wonder what he had been up to. All these past days I have been wondering about him. Thinking about how I should move on with my plan. Seeing if it will in the end be worth it.
His eyes opened to meet mine. They were happy to see me.
"How did I get here?"
"You drove yourself here to make a scandal and all. So I brought you in here so you stopped making a fool of yourself."
"Oh I am sorry to have caused trouble to you. Man am sorry. It's nice to see you."
"I'm glad to see you as well. There is nothing to say sorry cause I do owe you a lot." All part of the game...
"I really don't want to cause more trouble so I am just gonna leave."
"Waite!"
He tasted my lips on his lips, my hands wrapped around him. His kisses were running me out of control and I could feel his love running through my veins. All was just Bitter Sweet.
"What was that for?"
"I love you David. There is no other way to show it to you. I can't live without you. I need your love. I need your smile. You make things right and I come alive with your touch."
He was taken aback by my words. I too felt like that. The reason why I am doing this to me and him, is not available at this time. There's no cure from this pain.
"Why do you keep doing this to me? Why do you insist on hurting me?"
"Do you really want to know why?" My words hit him with a spat.
"Of cousre I want to the reason for all my suffering. "
"It's simple and clear. You took away what me and my son loved the most, and that is why I enjoy hurting you with my "love" that with each venomous kiss, you fall for me. You are a fool to still be here or to think that I can ever love such an evil person. You and your family are responsible for me to be the way that I am." All part of the game.
"But you told me that you loved me and that you miss me."
My dear David this is all part of the game. There is ho way that I can ever love you. I do keep lying to myself about that but it's the only way for me not to fall for you.
"My dear David, it is easy to fall in love but it's harder to stay in love. Emotions aren't hard to borrow. Don't be fooled. Just think about it."
"You do hurt me with your words and I don't believe a single word that you say. I know that you love me. You're not wanting to accept it."
"Think whatever you want to think. In the end it's you getting hurt. Now I don't want to be mean or rude, but I don't want my son to see you here so if you don't mind, I'd like you to leave now."
"I'll always love you."
He left after those words. How I do love hurting him and it is so much better than I ever thought. He has fully fallen for my tulip touch. These red lips aren't here for nothing. Their venom was able to make David my puppet.
David got into his car and drove off. His head ached with each pulse of his heart. He could still taste all the alcohol that he had drank the night before, in his mouth.
What's wrong with me? How did I even go this far to see this woman. She's the colour of my blood. She's the only thing I want to touch. I wish she would love me like loves. I want her to touch me like she does. Only she can set my heart on fire. Because of her, I can't possibly think straight and my head is just spinning around. Why does she have to make me suffer so much?
On and on he thought of these things. All he could ever care was about her and her son.
This world is so cruel. I have been cruel and I must pay the price but not this way. My Baby won't join me.
The Baudelaire mansion rested on top of the hill proud and strong, along with its lords. Danny sat in the office going over some books that she had recommended herself to read. It was not too long with Lady Victoria interrupted her space.
"Please leave the office at once."
Danny did as she was told to avoid another argument with her grandmother. She simply rolled her eyes and went on. It did surprise her to hear Lady Beth be so concern in the early hours of the day. Jared passed by to go into the office.
Granny most be worried about uncle David. He didn't come home last night.
She could hear the yells that Victoria was beating the hell out at Jared.
"I can't take it anymore. Have you seen the news? David comes out all drunken and making a fool out himself. My whole family is falling to the bloody ground with no possible to build itself back up."
"Mother I am here. I can make things better, that is if you trust me. My brother is useless because all he does is cry blood for that bloody woman."
Danny was surprised to hear this conversation going on in the office. There is no way that she could believe that Jared was saying these words which were filled with bitter hatred and disgust. This was nothing good, this is just another recipe to go straight to hell. There was so much lust.
"I will not let you take charge of this situation and that's final."
Victoria barged out of the office with a foul mood. Danny could still hear Jared muttering words out to himself.
"David will be gone for good."
