Behind Closed Doors [1D FanFic]

[11] Keep It Up

*PLEASE READ THE AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END*

Estelle's POV

Niall and I sit on the chairs in our room as Zayn sits on the bed opposite to us

"How long?" Zayn asks

"About 4 months" I reply

"Where did you meet?" He asks

"In a hotel" Niall replies

"What are you going to do? just keep this thing a secret?" Zayn asks "I assumed all of this and its not long until the public is completely convinced that you two are together and the rest of the boys!"

"I don't know, we will keep doing what were doing, keeping it a secret" I reply

"It wont last much longer, people are already suspicious especially Simon" He informs us

"We can try" I say sounding hopeful

"Yeah, you can try" He says bluntly

"Can we stop talking about this?" Niall asks standing up leaving me sitting on the couch

"Fine, breakfast?" Zayn suggests

"Nando's?" I suggest

"She knows us well!" Niall exclaims

"I'll call the rest of the guys, you guys get the car started" Zayn says as he walks out the room

-At Nando's-

"What would you like to have?" The waitress asks me

"A fruit salad" I reply

"And a stack of pancakes and hash browns" Louis adds in

"That's it?" She ask

"That's it" Niall repeats dismissing her

"I don't want pancakes... or hash browns" I whine at Louis

"Your too thin, you need to eat something" Louis replies

"I would have been fine with a fruit salad" I retort

"But I wouldn't be fine, with you eating so little" He says back

"Ugh! fine!" I yell making people stare in my direction

"Calm down Elle, it's just food" Harry says trying to comfort me

They have no clue. THEY HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE!

"You alright Love?" Niall asks and I just nod without making eye contact

"Alrighty then" He says awkwardly

"Sorry..." I reply quietly as our food arrives and placed before me is a bowl of fruit, 3 large hash browns and 6 HUGE pancakes topped with whipped cream and maple syrup

"I can't eat this much" I say

"If we can, you can too" Liam replies

I start cutting up my pancakes with the steak knife having such an urge to have the metal come in contact with my skin so I don't feel so much pain in my head

"You have cut through them..." Niall says grabbing my hand to stop me from cutting my pancakes

I look down and realize that I have just been cutting at the plate beneath the pancakes

"Oh..." I say as I place the first bit into my mouth, instantly feeling gross and disgusted

-after breakfast-