Behind Closed Doors [1D FanFic]

[15] Away For So Long

Harry's POV (A/N wow never done Harry's POV before!)

Today is my birthday Estelle has been missing for 74 days and we all miss her so much. Niall has taken it the hardest, he's not as happy as he usually is and he just mopes around all day hoping he doesn't have to get out of bed

"Happy Birthday Styles" Louis smiles

"Thanks Lou" I smile back

"Is Niall still in his room?" I ask

"Yeah he's doing some kind if research don't ask me what for, cause I have no clue" Louis informs me

"He's been in there for like 3 days straight"

"I know, it's not healthy... but happy birthday and just enjoy today, it's your day" Louis says trying to cheer me up

Estelle's POV

Man, I hate wednesdays (A/N in 2014 Harry's birthday would be on a saturday but I'm changing it for the sake of the story) I am in so much pain, Rick wanted it all in one go before I went to school so I didn't get any sleep, on wednesdays he always starts at 1 in the morning for my beatings and ends at 5 and then shower sex which would be nice if it was with someone I love but no I'm just getting raped in a shower and the shower has a lock so it has a key which only Rick has so I can't get out but it starts at 5 and ends at 8 so I have to quickly get changed and then Rick takes me to the hell hole I'm in now. My clothes which were white when I got them are now a dark beige color with patches of red from the abuse from the bullies and Rick and it smells so bad!

Oh my god, today is Harry's birthday... I miss him... I miss all of them but most of all I miss Niall I miss him, I miss the way he would hold me, I miss the way he would sing me to sleep, I miss how he would kiss me when I had a nightmare or would start to cry, I miss being with someone who loves me

I am knocked out of my thoughts by lots of little papers being thrown at me

'Your ugly'

'Your fat'

'Your worthless'

'No one loves you'

'Your a bitch'

'Your a slut'

All these things I already know but someone does love me, Niall and the rest of the boys

Ciara leans over to my desk and into my ear she whispers "I'm surprised someone like you, so fat and ugly can fit into the desk I mean how can that chair hold you? your so fat?"

I immediately put my hand up to try and get away from these bitches

"Yes Miss Reid?" Mrs Cruikshank ask

"May I go to the bathroom?" I ask

"Yes." She replies

I get up from my chair and as I do I trip over Danae's foot and land on my face the whole class starts laughing including Mrs Cruikshank and I just run out of the classroom crying my eyes out I make it to the bathroom and lock myself in the stall

I take out my blade and start slashing it across my wrists opening previous scars and wounds that are starting to scab over making the pain intensify

I hate myself... I hate that I'm doing this to myself, I hate that I'm letting Rick control me, I hate that of all people he is my legal guardian, I hate that I let my father do the same things to me for all those years.

Niall makes me happy and he makes me feel safe like no one can hurt me or I can't hurt myself he helps me live, he helps me deal with everything even though he knows nothing...

Niall's POV

"Hey, Harry, Happy Birthday" I managed to squeeze out as they all enter my room

"Thanks, we were just wandering what you were doing up here" Zayn buts in... he seems to do that a lot

"Trying to find Elle" I tell them

"Well what have you got so far?" Liam asks

"I remembered her school uniform from the day we met and turns out she goes to 'The London Gifted and Talented Academy' she still does"

"Woah, what is she there for?" Zayn asks

"Music and Writing" I reply

A/N

Yeah I know... crappy yet again but it will get better, promise!

SUMMARY

-Harry's Birthday

-Estelle has been missing for 74 days (welcome to the 74th annual hunger games! but I did actual count the number of days between Estelle and Harry's and it is 74)

-Estelle got tripped in class and everyone laughed at her

-Estelle harmed herself

-Estelle hates herself still

-Niall knows where Estelle goes to school

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